youuuuuuuuuuand meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-12-27T03:43:00.000-08:00

MOVED.

dangou.blogspot.com

2005-12-26T18:09:00.000-08:00

ok i feel crapified.

i only have a few days left
with not just a few homework
but i just dont feel like doing it.
hai..
i just slacking my way now
no nice tv prog
im going to die

my hp is like hibernating or something
if not whenever i go out with huiqing or whoever,
it keeps ringing like nobody's business when im quite busy
when im bored,
it's dead.
oh great.

christmas is quite boring as it always did.
didnt go out.
slack at home
and my father painted the door
so i spent my jolly christmas sniffing paint.
(p.s) my phone is still dead.

ya.
boring.
im giving up doing lit homework.
and had a interesting conversation with sharon yesterday
haha.

aiya.dont write liao.
nobody reads anyway.
im going to delete this blog next year*humphs*

2005-12-21T18:13:00.000-08:00

happy dong zhi peeps:))))

its amazing how chinese forget about the most impt of the twelve chi festivals
but go all the way about xmas which is sort of american.

bleahs.
watched zhao an ni hao this morning.
the host only said "o, today is dongzhi.ya ya ya."
then after that the whole show was more of xmas and nothing about dong zhi animore.
haha...

though,
i bought xmas presents!
got my hello kitty biscuits from sharon and huiqing first.
very cute:))))))))))))))))))))))))))
though the biscuits inside are tomato flavoured.
but i love the packaging ok.
and pple,
i like hello kitty.
dont believe ask huiqing.

omg whenever i look at cheryl's present i feel so proud of myself.
super nice!!!!!:)
bugis street is quite a nice place to shop provided you like mickey mouse and is a ah lian and dont mind fake goods.
ya.but the shops all sell the same old things.
and there was a tibet shop selling weird things .
earrings at $1.
and is quite complicated one lor the design.
then the atmosphere of the shop is chao weird.
i pulled huiqing out of there after that.
hah.

omg.i still have to go back to school later to be santa claus and to buy books.

2005-12-10T22:01:00.000-08:00

i hate smokers.
irritating.
tsk.

finished some hw yesterday at toa payoh library.
felt accomplished.
im goin to finish my homework next week:)

feel like going abroad somewhere.
feel very cocked up here
hai...

2005-12-04T19:06:00.000-08:00

YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.

fri
thought i would go there then go home at dinnertime or sumtink.
but that place is chao ji isolated and pian pi.
almost fainted when i saw the bus go in and in into some mountain road.
then reached.
helped out at the kitchen and everything.

then was xiaozu.
pratcised gudu.
blah.
i hate the 5/4 part.
and btw,
i forgot that 4 must half hole
wadeva
i practise until quite fast liao leh.
then canot.
tsk.
have to practise all over again
blah
but who cares.
a 4 and a 4 shaRP IS not so obv cox the speed is chao fast
but better practise la.
ok.

then dinner.
went home during dinnertime

sat
reached the pian pi area at 12++
put my luggage etc.
then sectionals.
wth i thought tony hong would come for sectionals so carried the $120 around
a bit he havent come
then i put my hp at the other pocket which has a chao big HOLE!!!!!!!!
piak.
my hp's dead.
the screen crack la.
cant see anything
can only call
:'(
im chao sad becox of this so stopped practising.
didnt do much so slack around
until dazu
hai X X X
not my business.
went back to dorm to slack again
with chu jun and liting.
duno y i feel so insecure when i duno the time
so i coup-ed chu jun's watch:)
ok.
then felt better after that
gossiped with them
until one person came to call us for gu du.
tsk.
comments:my 5/4 part like shit

then was dinner lor.
after that i tink is dazu again.
ya.
bing ma yong.
pui.
i hate this song ok?
play it like a million times liao
and i suddenly have to change fingering from 2 to 5.
wth.
jumbled up the front.
but behind should be ok la.
ok.
then dear old mr tony hong finally arrived.
was quite late liao that time
then we lianed until the second movement there
very creepy la.
especially when the xiao and the egg come in.
all my goosebumps stand up like duno wad.
haha.
finally gave tony hong the $120.
fang xia xin tou da shi.
was so scared ill misplace it somewhere
then is the candle wax game
my hand and leg got burnt:'(
slept at 3++.
woke up at 5++.
oh great.
i feel so energetic somemore.
wadeva la.
it was chao ji pressurizing with sui yuan sleeping under you.
hehe

then was sun.
honestly sun was more fun.
though it was still quite slack in the afternoon.
dazu at 10.
feng shou first cox weiming havent reach yet.
quite ok la.
then after that weiming reached.
xi xiang feng.
not my business again.
so slack again in the dorm.
practised new fingering bing ma yong.
then was lunch.
eat eat eat.
very hot ok?
was feeling quite burnt.
then went back to dorm cox outside very hot.
dazu is changed to music game preparation cox the composers are not ready yet.
and weikang havent compose finish yet so grp 1 and 3 pple all slack in the dorm.
played dai di.
laugh.
mingle.
haha.
then felt quite bored so decided to sleep.
haha.
slept for 1 hour..
then when i just woke up,
ebby asked if i want to play dai di.
haha.
ok lor.
so played until sharon take over.
then was feeling quite bored so went out to slack.
then went back to dorm again cox outside very hot.
then they called grp 1 and 3 to go out and practised.
fainted la the song.
got some parts hun hun can la.
and while we are practising,
i keep smelling bbq so canot concentrate.
haha.
then after that was bbq.
couldnt eat much leh..
then after that walk around with sharon lor.
walk here and there.
and btw, wads all the "peiqi!!he he he he" about ar?
:P
childish.haha.

then slack lor.
until we have to "perform" the piece weikang composed.
its damn nice la.
so practise practise lor.
he-ed once then come liao.
o i forgot.
zheng lao shi's kids are so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
:)
feel quite stupid when the table and chairs then got the panel of judges(teachers) there.
like some audition.
haha.
and......
WE WON!!!
haha.
and ryan tried to blast my head.
...
and i siamed.
haha.
then went back to bbq again.
was acty feeling quite tired and everything.
yawns.
sharon wanted to stay up the whole night la.
but obviously, im going to die soon so went to bathe and slack in the dorm.
wait for hair to dry with ebby,lisa etc.
mine dried first.
HA HA.
then weiliang came in also.
gossiped about people.
then i dozed off.
haha.
i tink i must have people talking then i can sleep one leh
like sat night the room was so quiet i cant sleep
then sun night weiliang keep mumbling about people then i dozed off.
haha.
.
woke up quite early.
5++
then slacked and lay around until ebby on the lights i tink.
then breakfast and home SWEET home!
:)

the camp is not as bad as i thought it would be though.
with sharon and new friends!!like kassandra,ebby mashimaro etc.
got to know more people.
and can laugh and joke liao la.
and i discovered that zheng lao shi is quite friendly leh.
haha.
cox he looks very fierce but hes very friendly and nice.
haha
:)

fine.
i shall end off with this.
he he he he he.

2005-11-28T11:24:00.000-08:00

i feel chao shit today.
very bored la
and rotting like duno wad.
haven touch a SINGLE hw.
wth.
whole day have to "pei" my dizi.
a bit la.
and i tink im going to die in sec 4 ok?

stressed like duno wad yesterday
suddenly a lot of pple appear at dazu
wa...
i was like 0.0
even moving is like hard?

and alamak.
first time playing with the orchestra
sit with sally somemore.
wa, stress man
stupid sharon sit behind mi
aha.

gu du!!!!!
sh!t.
have to hold breath for chao long and i always forget to BREATHE in more air
and my qi is like shit.
1)start to shiver
2)pitching starts to flat
3)canot continue liao

ya.
and got one part is bang di part 2 which is ME
and the whole part was like fu dian fu dian fu dian
wth.
almost died for there
anyhow hun past la.
my 5/4 part was like shit as usual
er,wadeva
i will just die la.

and theres something i dun understand
stupid piano grade 8 sharon ask me to memorise.
no way lor.
i sure 4get one
still dont understand y that note is a sharp when you cover the whole hole
no wonder i was so semitone.

conclusion: Died for the whole song

and dont forget bout bing ma yong
wth.tsk.
totally hate this song la.
a bit i have to play it AGAIN.
tsk tsk tsk.

after the cs camp,
im going to heck about co and pia my homework
ya.
so much for revising and recopying my joyluckclub again
da bian

o about the hcco interaction
quite .....
ya
fun with friends and evrything
and cheezels!:)
felt damn tired after the whole thing.
one day only
duno how EXHAUSTED after 4 days at the cs camp
*faints*

hai...

2005-11-21T18:57:00.000-08:00

if i believe wad tony hong said today,
i would say mr wong is not wrong in leaving snco.
cox if im treated this way,
i would leave.
but i still canot understand y he just left us like that.
and made us teacher-less until tony hong came two months after.
even though i would prefer tony hong now.haha.
but that two months would have been a lot WITH a teacher.

but i didnt say this in front of tonyhong
haha.
i know he wouldnt agree with me becox mr wong is his childhood friend.
so,
rather than making him speechless,
i might as well say it is one of my seniors who hates him instead of me.
:)

today learnt a new song.
da C.
*faints*
playing bangdi for so long liao
suddenly having to switch to qudi has killed me.
and
had a hard time with the pai zi as usual.
duno when i can become good with pai zi
hai...
and had to walk for so long before finding a bus stop with 88.
*stares at the culprit*
heehee.

but at least i was accompanied to the bus stop.
hehe.
ya.
thats my FIRST private dizi lesson.
surprisingly,
i didnt tink it was awkward.
was quite dead instead.
pressurized by the diff symbols and my horrible pai zi.
ya...
im going to start practising very early tomorrow.
sorry neighbours!!!!!!
but i dont care.
hehe^.^

2005-11-21T08:58:00.000-08:00

i finally realised something...

im un-taggable.
wadeva.
i cant even tag myself.haha.
not intending to change it aniways.
too lazy.hehehe.
just tag me at my love;dangou la.
i go there everyday but no one tags:'(

SHARON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn im nervous.
AH!!!!!!
feel so stupid but just cant stop the nerves.
haha.
sharon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*breathes in breathes out*
ahh!!!!!!
grr.nvm.

2005-11-20T18:13:00.000-08:00

see??
tell you he not so petty liao:)

went chengsan today.
didnt die so badly cox cannot go dazu
yay!!im going to get my b flat:)

notink to say also la.
harry potter was okay.
the cedric guy is chao cute
and he jun xiang is chao shuai!!!!!!!!:)

2005-11-18T13:13:00.000-08:00

hai...
i discover my recent posts are all quite depressed.
haha..
i tink i need a job desperately.
haha...
tsk.
my sis is going to finish her o's today.
hai..
then she can go and work and earn money la!!!
so unfair!!
i want also.
humphs.

hope i can convince my mother la..
pls pls pls pls pls pls...
i want to be pro
so cool lor:)

and i want to play better
or at least have a forte or sometink
i know guzheng i know archery
but i dont seem to be very pro in all
like half bucket water one la.
if i dont take lessons i tink my dizi will end up like that also.
which is sometink i want to avoid at all cost.

im starting to miss huiqing...
haha..
looking forward to tomolo of course.
and btw,
are we going KTV or not?
i wana go leh
haha
NOT going campus superstar la.
NOT.

and sharon is full of crap.
she says if girls from mixed schools flirt,
the others dont tink they are flirting
cox the school got a lot of boys.
they DONT need to flirt.
and she says if girls from all girls schools flirt,
the others WILL tink ther ARE flirting.
cox the school got no boys
and others will say they are DESPO.

???
then i tried to explain to her that it is your body language and your tone/yu qi that affects whether others will tink you are flirting or not
and in the first place,
y must pple flirt?
she says its to attract attention
but you can attract attention using many other ways wad.
like being extremely good in sometink or wadeva.
and NOT by flirting.

EQ:

ok.
in chengsan cc,
both of us got to know of a girl from mayflower secondary(mixed school)
lets call her A.
ok.
if she says to a guy there,
"hey.eee.this picture you very fat and ugly lehhh...ha ha ha" and continues nudging and saying in a flirtatious way.
will the others say she is flirting?
she says,"yes."
ok.
if another girl from a all girls school
lets call her B
if she says to the same guy in the same way
will the others say she is flirting?
she says,"yes."
ok

if A says to the same guy
"hey.ee.this picture you very fat and ugly la.haha..." and then laughs casually at the horrible picture
will the others say she is flirting?
she says,"no."
ok
if B says this to the same guy in the similar way
will the others say she is flirting?
she says,"no."

SEE???
the focus should not be on which school A or B is in,
but in the way A and B present themselves and the attitude they portray.

if everyone tinks like sharon
i tink this world will be so dead.
haha.
joking.

ok.
and then everytime i present this logical explanation to her in a chronological way,
she says she doesnt understand me.
do you all understand???*if anione is reading pls ans me"

ya.
so we spent half an hour on this issue yesterday.

hai...
not going for dazu this sun.
going somewhere else.
NOT superstar, for goodness sake.
i once said i want to join but later discover it is quite stupid.
pple's tongue will wag la.
then i can forget about raising my head in st nicks ever again.
better coop myself up in some ktv room and sing to my friends.
haha.
ok.
so im just going for xiao zu
hai..
acty i didnt know how me and sharon got landed up in some performance also.
haha.
next year.
i tink we are pretty screwed though
cox next year is the o's and we still have this to manage
and of course it wil be chao hard to manage
especially since we are super lousy.
i got back some confidence during dazu though
even when we only played for less than one hour for the whole 3 hour da zu
and the rest of the xiao dizi except lynn was snubbed at by huo lao shi...
she said my xiao dizi was nice:)
and i could still manage to teach denise something = make her dimo more loose

but i guess this little bit will die away on sun again.
last week was ok
since we didnt join in the sectionals lianing
but only sat with the mayflower girls practising our own stuff.
though we only dare to start playing after 11+
haha.
b4 that i was busy pasting my dimo with my new dimo box:)
but was quite shi bai
i tink i should go back to ther basics ---- how to paste dimo properly
cox everytime i paste,the lines are chao irregular and when i try to tighten the dimo it breaks.
wadeva
in the end, sharon did it for me and it was ok.*can you imagine how shibai i am?"
then play a few songs here and there
thought my wo shi yi zhi bing and qi wu de wan ju was weird.
especially the latter's tu ku tu ku part.
sounds quite shit and unpolished.
a bit lao huo yesterday ask if dizi have another du zou or qi zou songs and i was busy lianing my fingering.
then i thought they will answer so i ignore her
to tink everyone looked towards me and ask ME
wt.
so i said "yes."
and they moaned.

hey stop it lor.
it's true that we have wad.
im sick of deceiving the teachers and myself.
y should i cock up this kind of thing cox even if i say no, huo will go and look for tony hong and bug him about not having ani songs
when we have TWO

...
ya...
my fault.
if the time comes, i play lor
i maluate myself so many times already wad>.<

so sian.
tink i should go and practise somethink now...
and i miss HUIQING!:)

i miss huiqing!!!
i miss huiqing!!!!
i miss huiqing!!!!!
i miss huiqing!!!!!!
i miss huiqing!!!!!!!

2005-11-17T20:20:00.000-08:00

im not in the least prepared for sunday...
how sharon face him
how i face him if i cannot persuade my mother.
hai.......
even when i have drawn up my own tomb*in the earlier posts*
im still feeling quite stressed.
i DONT CARE!!!
i wana take lessons:'(
im so lousy la..
if i dont take lessons i can see how i die at jc co?*if i can get into jc*
hai...

and *if im going to get the scholarship*,
i tink im going to use quite a bit of it to build up my dizi collection.
which means new dizi, OWN dizi and of course, OWN didi bag.
but i tink im going to coup the G diao.
cox i tink it rocks.
or at least for now
hai...

cant help but feel depressed...
for sharon and for myself
haha
we acty spent 2++ hours discussing about the same thing.
heh.
shes even worse...
ke lian.

*faints*
i cant feel myself improving la.
instead,
i feel chao ji inferior.
to those *birds* there
hai..
i shouldnt have gone in the first place,
make me feel so inferior
haha
but im going back to zero one there!
which means im going to be a stupid noob who duno the basics.
*basics*

haha.
today on the bus i was thinking,
if i didnt go,
i tink i will still be the ego who tinks im a dizi pro
haha
stupid la

now i feel insulted.
to tink i acty thought that way
shen jing bing
thats wad i call jing di zhi wa la.
AHH!!!!!!!

i tink im just chao far from that:'(

2005-11-14T07:58:00.000-08:00

omg.
i feel chao bad.
hai...
sorry sorry.
i really have no extra money for that.
:'(
as much i would like to.

2005-11-12T21:11:00.000-08:00

its a feeling when you fear to even start.
tsk.
y do i always feel this way.
even during sectionals now.
like wad the hell.
and can we stop sitting next to each other?
i feel so xinku when i everytime have to turn to face the teacher.
grr.
and i feel like laughing whenever i see or ni gu's face.
tsk tsk
haha
shit la.
lets change ok?
haha
no more rows.
its damn horrible.
sian.
im going to slack tommorrow morning again.
not because of anithing.
is becox im too lousy.
full stop.
wth.
and i can feel like confidence draining away fast.
like even during combined i have this feeling.
hai...
y am i weak?!?!
irritating.
everytime i face this kind of thing i feel like escaping.
wthwthwth.
AH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont even feel like going aniwhere now.
sian la sian la.
i cant play anitink even if i go there.
skills not there
beat not there
even the basic dizi also not there

play wad?
even you if guan wo i also canot do anitink wad.
the sch refuse to buy?!?!
WADEVA LA!
y mayflower have so many dizi we dont have?!
so unfair lor.
gold co wad the bullshit la
tyco dao ke yi
i tink the judges are deaf or something.
shen jing bing la.
i tink theyre out of their mind.
mayflower should be stronger than us la.
AT LEAST they got more kinds of dizi
NOT LIKE OUR DEAR PATHEIC SCHOOL WITH NO MORE DIZI other than those we are taking now.
the school di dai not more dizi liao leh~~~~~
this rocks ok!?
ya.
snco rocks.

i tink even northland is better than us.
this gold is making us so big headed.
when we have notink in our hands.
wth.

2005-11-07T20:13:00.000-08:00

dont think so highly of me...
i will disappoint you.

2005-11-06T05:25:00.000-08:00

i have just died.
after going to cheng san co.

2005-11-04T05:59:00.000-08:00

~~~~~when mian bao chao ren meets ka li mian bao chao ren part I~~~~~

HA HA HA.
this goes.

when has to play something,
then ka li mian bao chao ren has to teach!!!!!!
so ka li mian bao chao ren stands next to mian bao chao ren.

then mian bao chao ren starts to turn red...

HA HA HA......

面包超人發春了﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗

2005-11-03T11:25:00.000-08:00

finish listening to jay's album two days ago.
still the same style la
but i like
hen she mao yi
ye qu
shan hu hai
feng

nice!!!!^^

i got like so many xiaozhu's shows to d/l
hehe
and today is his lian ai bai fen bai!!!!!!!!
so cute!!!
haha

very stressed la
i practised dizi for half an hour yesterday
haha
die die
no!!!!!!
i dont want to dui lian la...
humphs
and denise says lao huo says dont join cc
like wadeva
lao liu tells us to join for more exposure
haha
do i look like i care?
like im leaving snco in half a year's time...
hai...
ill miss you all..
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA

stress stress.
sharon says im ji ren you tian-ing
haha
wadeva
im just scared i will die ok?!
AH!!!!!!
no!!!
and most of the dizi is mayflower la...
hmm...
heard that they are damn strong
HEARD la
cox that time me and sharon went to look look
shit!
this sun is go "play play" la...
*faints*
>.<

haI....sis having o's soon
canot go out
feel like going out
but no money la..
a bit
and zl is grounded
>.<

stuck at home for 2 days liao
but tomms still must go back to sch also very sian la.
until 4 la..
then still must rush home for my xiaozhu
but tomms hao xiang is not xiaozhu host leh
:'(
days w/o him again:'(

and btw,
are we going ktv anot??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
grr..
say say liao also nv go
i wan go!!!!!
and denise wants me to organise a bbq at her house?
...
me?
organise wad?
ask sharon organise la.
hehe
i cant even confirm if im going anot la..
and the stupid chalet
ok
sharon says,
its a cat high chalet
and shihui is asked to go?
then shihui ask huichi issit?
dun care.
im NOT going.
...
free food free leisure for all i care
ya
though a lot of pple say they are going issit?
duno
dun tink im going

sian la...
tink the hols will still be =ly sian
got tons of hw but i dont even feel like touching them
and have to change teacher somemore
like wth
beta don get sng or we can be prepared to get C6 for eng lor
rather than the b3 now.

hai.....
sian la..
im still tinking of the nice box at j8 and the ling ling at mini toons and the fans shop
so cute la!!!
i want!!!
shouldnt have ate swensons
so disgutsing somemore la.
make me so broke this few days with only 10 cents
and the lunch i whipped up yesterday gave me a stomachache ok?!
...
hai...
sians.......

and my conscience keeps asking me to do hw
and study
haha
but obviously my body tells me otherwise
aiya!!!
stupid tv
hari raya notink to watch one la.
lucky today have dangou
but very late lor.
and got xiao zhu today
OMG!
i have to rot until 5 la!
*crys*
and now is onli 11.24AM.
i feel liek eating zinger now.
but its damn fattening
hai...
i feel so sian now

another rotten post.
argh nvm
nobody sees aniways.
:'(

2005-10-31T21:24:00.000-08:00

HAHA
HAHAHA
HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHA
i feel so liberated.
finally exams are over:)
ok.
though i screwed up the chi o's.
and i have to start the "dangou slimming programme"
ya.
lets go!!!!
ok.
fine...

AHHH!!!!!!!this sun go cheng san cc and die
cox i didnt touch my dizi ever since last tue la.
and last tue i didnt really practise much
die~~~
abit the pple there so pro
hai...
DIE~
and the conductor very fierce
or at least he LOOKS very fierce.
hai...
went out with zhenling,awyong,sharon and jiehui today:)
celebrate end of exams:)
haha..
went swensons.
the guy really very act shuai lor...
come and slide here and there
then act charming when he was lighting the candle for awyong
HAHAHA
fine...
i stop harping ok?
ya.
ate some disgusting baked rice
9.90 la!!!
damn disgusting
even more disgusting than the $2 chicken rice at my house market.
horrible..
but the ice cream totally rocks:)
i love mango and cookies & cream...
totally rocks.
when you eat the mango you will feel like smiling to yourself one lor
like this : ^^
haha
then i act like a childish freak after i eat the mango.
haha
cookies & cream rocks also
or acty i like mango and cookies & cream all along
^^
ya...
after that i discover to turn "act cute"
haha
especially when i was not allowed to go home
:'(
haha...
i saw so many cool things i want to buy la!!!
the pencil box with the feather thing $32.
wa~~
but i like it.
looks very cool
though zhenling deems its not my style.
haha.
fine...

and the voodoo doll thing that hs and wj claims they will buy for me but didnt buy.
very cute!!!
and the black peppermint at mini toons!!!
grrr.
when i am only left with ten cents i have to see it
the box very nice la!!!
grr...
fine.
i want!!!

and i want jenny's bag!!!
very cool laa.....
humphs.

ok..finally i can take a nice break.
3days of holiday.
deepavali day
new curriculum day and
hari raya puasa day!!!

btw,

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEEPS!!!!
TRICK OR TREAT?!?!
hehehehehehe.

2005-10-23T19:27:00.000-07:00

confession time
i believe not many know about the SCO camp im supposed to go last year.
i decided i have to let everyone know about this
that im not exactly critical and strong like how i look on the outside
i never told anione about this
and i told a lie to kristine and all of you guys.
im really really sorry
i know you all may look down on me for this
but i really cannot take it anymore
and if time goes back,
i cant guarantee i wont make the same mistake again.

last year march
i do not want to get into the SCO camp at all.
but the seniors said i should go
at least for the audition
so i went
because i did not have enough courage to stand up and say i dont want to go
so i thought i could just screw up the audition so i wont get in
but i realise my hao sheng doesnt allow me to do this
so i practised and went for the audition
although i practised quite hard
i screwed it up.
i was only a very new sec 2 with 5 months of playing experience
and it was the seniors who drilled me
the scales SCO gave was like hindu words to me
and i thought they were all 5 for tong ying
and when the judges said it was not
i came as a shock to me
i thought i would be booted out then
so i said ill nv get in
but,
i got in
i was soo happy.
becox the seniors were so happy
they said i was the next after grace
and grace was really pro according to them
she looked pro too
ya
so i felt good
but not so when i went for the first practice
when i stepped into the room
i felt so cold
the aircon was blowing mad
i felt very cold
not just physically but emotionally
i had no friends
i was alone at dizi
and im extremely afraid of being alone
afraid of being lonely
i tink ill nv learn to overcome this
im really afraid of aloneness
and i can feel the feeling which i got when i was stuck alone in the lift
the heart shivers.
have you all felt it before?
i was helpless.

after this when i realised all the others had teachers who taught them all the songs and they were all well prepared,
i asked my teacher at that time, mr wong, for help
i thought
with some honing i would be alone to catch up with those who are flying
perhaps with walking.
but guess what
mr wong nv taught me anitink
he just listlessly flipped thru the scores
and said "this one like this, this one like that" to a ignorant sec 2
LIKE WHAT??????????
i learnt to hate him for this
he nv helped me

if now i got in again and i give the scores to tony hong and ask him to teach
will he teach?
i duno.
i cant harbour high hopes now
because i suffered because of this high hopes i carried
i learnt to throw them aside
"qi wang yue da, shi wang yue da"

i learnt to hate mr wong
i learnt to hate his irresponsibility
Just like him when he left w/o a word
w/o even telling liu or huo
this caused us to be teacher-less for 2 or 3 months
do you know how much could be done in this 2 to 3 months?
but sn dizi was teacher-less for this long time
because he left w/o a word
because he didnt tell liu so that liu could arrange a new teacher for us
WHY???
why did you all even bother to cry so sadly?
when he could just leave so suddenly
w/o caring two hoots about us being teacher-less.
and wasting so much time
w/o caring how much i died at the sco camp
even the da G i needed was borrowed from my guzheng teacher
i asked wong for help
but he merely said his is borrowed by another person

you all may tink im very ungrateful
he taught us for so long
taught us many things
how can you scold him like that?
so ungrateful
so mean
so wang en fu yi

but did wong help us?
the dizi?
yes
he lowered all our keys when we couldnt reach them
and not teach us the technique to reach them
i rmbed all our bing ma yong was taught by yu fei
the flowers at bing ma yong dizi solo
wong taught us the wrong keys
wong taught us the wrong fingering
and we had to change everything again with yu fei comes
how can you expect me to "give him mian zi"??!?!?
say im ungrateful and mean for all i care
so what if you are his friend
i dont care
that doesnt change my perception of him
ill nv forget how much i went thru at the SCO camp
i felt so terrible that i ponned the rest of the practices
i felt so terrible that i skipped the rest of the SCO camp after going for the mon one

you all can say
im also very irresponsible for leaving
just didnt want to go after one day
so disgraceful
throw st nick's face
waste pple's space for SCO camp
so many pple want to get in
but you just gave up after one practice
but how many of you bothered to ask me how i feel when i had to lie to you all that i had menstrual overflow just because i couldnt stand it animore?
you all just took it that im irresponsible
that im a slacker
useless
lousy
freak

im very sorry for this
i really canot take it animore
im only a sec 2 with 5 months experience of playing dizi
i dont deserve such good honour of getting into the SCO camp
i dont deserve it
and i cant take it

can you imagine how helpless when everyone was so pro with their thoughtful teachers going thru everyting for them
and me
a patheic sec 2 with less than half a year experience of dizi
having to undergo all this
i was practically not playing at all
i couldnt play anitink
i only knew the 5 as xuan gai.
but there in front of me are alien diaos with A,B flat,D and everything could be
no one helped me
i had to help myself

if you do not have private lessons and a teacher to guide you along
will you be able to hold on?????
and i didnt want to go in the first place
can you imagine how terrible i felt when i thought i will nv be able to go thru the whole thing?
can you imagine how horrible i felt when i lied to liuxuan, kristine and all the co pple?

i felt that i have to own up now
i cant take it ani longer
even if i dont say you all will also say
i might as well own up myself

i hope i will be able to survive at cheng san cc with sharon
i may look strong the outside
tough and critical
not allowing ani one to bully me and onli i bully others
but im not as strong as i look outside....

fine.i have decided to believe tony hong.cox hes damn nice.

haha.sorry if i sounded quite solemn
i hope you all will not look down on me for this history of mine.
im still the cheerful peiqi^^

2005-10-23T14:44:00.000-07:00

kiasu-ism

what drives the human population.

haha...
ok i admit.
i AM a VERY VERY VERY kiasu person
sry lor
haha....
one out of my many bad traits
hehe.
i cant stand not having the same as others
and i cant stand being weaker:'(
hao sheng
wad you all call it.
take next tue as an example
im GOING
believe it or not
voluntarily.
cox im scared ill lose out.
heh.
later tony hong teach them all the impt things then we lose out how?
and 2 hours less of studying wont make a difference.
hehe.
i hope it doesnt though.
must work hard for o's.
JIA YOU lim pei qi!^^

2005-10-16T19:08:00.000-07:00

flood flood~~~
A HA HA HA HA HA>>>>
hai.....
KIONG BIONG BIONG

nvm.im just mad.

XIAO ZHU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i tink he just rocks my socks!!!!
SHUAI!.
and hes damn sweet:)

2005-10-15T20:51:00.000-07:00

many a times i hope im alone
i can do anitink i want
not under the eyes of anione
i hope i have my own com
no one allowed to share it with me
i can do wadeva i want with it
save wad i want inside
and not always snatch the com or wadeva
hai...
but how long will it take?
im really quite irritated.
want to use com also canot
always got someone there
hogging the com and giving you the "tsk" look when you want it
i want a com to watch my shows.
to do wadeva i want
to post on blogs
to design my blog template
to talk rubbish.
save all my things inside
not like now
having to live under the eyes of someone or that irritating "tsk"
i hope im alone
i hope im alone
and no one is allowed to use that "com" of mine.
how i wish.
hai...
SAVE MONEY!!!!!!!!!
for my 1st wish
a LAPTOP!!!!!!
:)

2005-10-14T18:59:00.000-07:00

hai....
i tink im dead.....
xiezhi----renfu-----------weijian-junyang--dangou,xiaozhu
haha...
i keep changing my idols la
haha
and now i tink 5566 is totally disgusting
they keep wearing tight pants!!!!
i dun understand ok?!
and now is like,
they nv improve
and renfu's muscles are gone!
now he's like ah pek lidat
and i hate his hair
ok
so im done with them
i like renfu for four years ok?!?!
v long liao la.
next is weijian
haha
superstar time.wa.
WEIJIAN SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wa.
after he got out
like some shit
sing wad i also duno
must look at subtitles one
then is junyang!!!
AH!!!
so CUTE!!!!
after superstar ended,
no feeling liao
haha
the super funkies is quite stupid to me
canot stand the completely fake way they zu chi
with all sorts of weird expressions on their faces
wa lao
and horrible chi vocab
grrr
no "standard"
then dont have nei han one
unlike qun yi fong or guo liang
ya
i tink they have a lot of stuff in their head and their own ideas about things
unlike those ten pple who just went on with the hosting with notink in their heads and then just turn out like fools.
horrible.
ok.
dangou,xiaozhu
haha
dang ou is damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he's damn cute
but i dont like shan jun hao
so dao.
i tink i got a special preference for those toot toot childish and pure guys.
dangou looks like a little kid when he smiles.
damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then he will have this act cute innocent face
so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and got muscles lehh...
i hate scrawny guys.
er erm.
XIAOZHU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*screams the roof off*
ok.
im very childish
in the past,
cox i like 5566 wad.
then they dont like xiaozhu
so i totally boycott him
but i still think he's damn funny
and his dances totally rocks
though i dont want to admit
and i tink his songs have special meanings
not shallow like 5566's.
he composes!!!!
so cool~
now i dont like 5566,
no committment
haha
so i can like him now
haha
who cares man
but no committment also
i just like him
so cute!!!!
and now he's like damn shuai with his new hairstyle
and his new dance ROCKS
with jolin
i love lei gui moves
i tink its damn cool
i tink jolin now also rocks
not that chao act cute girl la
and shes damn sexy
but sometimes her mouth look very big
duno y
ok back to xiaozhu
i tink he's damn sweet
i rmb once he said he called up a fan when it was her bdae.
so sweet!!!!!
if it's mi i tink i will faint
and he goes online to chat with fans and everytink
not like 5566
dao de yao zi
whole day say they WONT go online
irritating...and keep saying they v popular at spore
pui
want to come, come
dont wan to come, they come after like half a year and say hao jiu bu jian.
wadeva
go and die lor....
when you go to his fansite
its like damn wen xin one
not like 5566's one
whole day quarrelling
duno bout wad.
grr.
and he's chao talented.
he dances well
he sings well
he zu chi well
and i love his mo fang
chao xiang!!!!
then v cute.
he will have v cute reactions when he's nervous though
haha
still v cute
on tv he looks quite ok leh
feel like going to see him in person when he comes to singapore to promote
but now he's getting more popular la
im scared he will become like 5566 lidat
hai...
cox he will have too many fans and everything
and alot of pple will fake him and cheat pple and everything.
hope it doesnt happen
hope he and his fans can stay chao sweet and cute
haha
even when he crys, its like a kid*hint hint:my type"
ya...
so cute!!!
jia you, xiao zhi!!!
haha...
i tink its damn weird.
haha
rmb when 5566 first came out with MVP lover
not so popular hor
then when i started to like them for 1st album,
they suddenly became damn popular
and the 2nd album j6 thingy,
i went
and got A LOT of pple
haha
i tink is the most la
20,000?
ya
its really A LOT.
then 5566 was at its peak la.
then i started to hate them during the period after ge dou.
cox i tink they are not improving
then they started to walk down slope
haha
now they r like quite unpopular in spore?
who ask them so arrogant.
and sun zong
whole day go and scold pple
you tink ur 5566 very good ar.
whole day go and scold pple
then you will see 5566 fans shielding them
but its obviously 5566 in the wrong la
canot stand it
so HOLD AND BEHOLD,
now they are totally quite dead.
then i now i like xiaozhu
a~~e~~~~~~
now he suddenly become very popular
haha
looks like my opinion is very much like the rest
haha
I LOVE XIAOZHU!!!!!
chao cute
chao shuai
chao sweet
muack muack.

2005-10-07T16:59:00.000-07:00

DANG OU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he totally ROCKS!
i want DANG OU!!!!
haha.
ok
week of exams.
screwed exams

2005-09-30T16:42:00.000-07:00

I love my book buddy!!!^^

2005-09-21T19:09:00.000-07:00

the h*** of our school must have been a birdbrain.
sorry for having to say this
she is
fancy acceptin some PSLE score 170++ into our school EXPRESS.
WOW.
this kind of score cant even fetch NORMAL at *** chu kang sec i think.
education for all wad bullshit.be realistic and step out of your bloody dream wa lao.
ITS IMPOSSIBLE
hold and behold
those pple spoilt our reputation
those pple lost the champs
those pple arent hardworking
those pple create trouble
those pple dont work hard
those pple pull down our results
and worse come to worse
the stupid princ*** failed a top girl for interview
she went nanyang or rgs
the stupid princ**** got in a GOOD sports person
who messed up our ranking
out of band 1
out of top ten
even lower rank than V*.
WOW~~
worse than ce***
WOW~~
once a top SAP school
enjoys a good reputation
on par with nanyang
now a louya sch that accepts good in sports students of worst results than ***chukang sec
pple point at us and screamed LES when they saw us on the heritage trail
on par with some rotten sch or even worse
WOW~
i wonder y nobody is doin anitink
the thing i will say when i graduate is im so glad to be out of this rotten sch when all my actions and achievements and talents have been buried under some lousy sports grp full of haughty pigs looking down on us when they should be looking up.
the thing i will also say or rather report is that the princ**** is rotten and full of crappish ideas and ought to be booted out of this sch before the rank becomes band 9.
im quite sorry for myself for making such a stupid decision to come to this rotten sch
im sad
i should have gone for better quality schools more civilised ,appreciate and give support to the arts kind of school.they excel in arts too.i tink i belong there.not HERE.
not here in this sch when pple r arrogrant just becox of a ugly looking windbreaker and when pple are boorish and uncivilised.wear the signature windbreaker and in the canteen bullying the auntie selling food.wad a DISGRACE.
"a leader in every student"
should be
"sports or rot"
so much more apt.
stop thinking we r strong in sports.
we are NOT
try and compete with some sports school
wad a big fat joke even fatter than me
the fact that the 7 already is obvious to the sch their focus ought to change.
but
the birdbrain princ**** chooses to be oblivious to it
WHY!?!?!?!?!
i really dont understand!?!?!?!
y IS THIS SCH LIKE THAT?!?!?!?!
and specially reference to w**
who do you tink you r?
a patheic RESERVE
at least im a bangdi in a GOLD orchestra.
WHO ARE YOU?!?!
nudge me when u r isolated and scorn at me when u r surrounded
SO DISGUSTING
i dont believe it.
who do you think you are?
a princess?
no
you r the shit under the old shoe of the princess's slave who cleans the toilet and pour away the shit for everyone including the new slave's dog's shit.

2005-09-11T09:09:00.000-07:00

you all are making mi wary of you all.......
very tiring leh...
can stop all these?
the hidden meanings and everything.
i have to always rephrase my words to prevent misunderstanding.
stop guessing
i say no means no
nothing is suspicious
whats so nice to be suspicious about aniway?
it's getting more than just teasing
it is getting irritating.
dont make me be on the alert.
i dont like to
dont see the need to
nothing to feel awkward about
teacher student.
full stop.
nothing is weird.
what is weird in the 1st place?!?!
stop making him look so big the whole world must come and take a look.
wth.
i am not going to act guai on tuesday to suit your needs
stop deceiving yourselves
when you all are out of reason you all will just say "ya la..you very weird.you like him.you will enthu."
read my lips
wtf
if you all keep thinking there is
then nothing can change that mindset
NOTHING
not even my incessant rebuttals with concrete explanation and evidence.
let me say for the last time.
I
AM
NOT
INTERESTED
IN
HIM
AT
ALL
.
AT ALL.
get it?
stop pissing me off.
dont piss me off till i have to use such a strong attitude animore.
i dont like it.

2005-09-09T09:48:00.000-07:00

coming back after a million years of not blogging

hallo~~~~
changed blogskin.haha.the girl so cute!!
sian la..dont feel like doing hw at all.
i tink i will just flunk the eoy's.hai...
and chinese o's >.<
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hai..............very tired............
special reference to zhenling,sharon,cheryl,jasmine lee,keatying,denise etc etc.
I, Lim Pei Qi,
ta ma de DONT LIKE HIM ok?!?!?!?!
grrr.
bleh....i dont have to act guai because i dont NEED to ACT GUAI.y should i in the first place huh?
p.s.im not DESPERATELY trying to fou ren but saying the factual matters matter-of-factly.
haha.i know wad you all are thinking ok?*winks winks*
1stly,answering CHERYL's doubts,
i dont critisize him like other teachers because firstly hes still quite new and haven done anitink to piss me off yet.nothing to critisize.just that he always dismiss us late.wth.
and also, if i tink he is quite good i wouldnt critisize wad.i dont critisize quek?becoz she is good.i dont critisize huo now.because she is good.though i tink she sucks in the past.i dont critisize tan mui fong also.because she is good!i dont critisize su lao pok also.cox hes nice!
i critisize suzie pig because she sucks big time..bleah.i critisize liu lao pok because hes shit.i critisize the stupid freako man who rode quickly his bike and almost banged into a old lady becoz thats wrong!!!see?if he hasnt do aniting to piss me off, why should i critisize him?although his perfume is the same brand as tan yong ming and is chao smelly.dont think is i specially go and smell one cox it is so strong that practically the whole room stinks of it.ya.>.<
2ndly, answering zhenling and sharon's doubts,
im not being enthusiastic ok?!?!?!?!?!?!?
in the first place, it was stupid sharon who came and ask me to go.then i thought she wanted to go and decided to pei her go since im quite free, dont feel like staying home to snatch com with my sis and dont feel like doing homework.she was the one who ask me to go first ok?!then i decided to be kind cox i always dont go out with you all.
then i decided to go.i like to sit 88 because the journey FROM my hse is quite near.it is like so direct.i was feeling giddy cox i was typing sms to sharon for the whole journey.cant stare at a thing too long in the bus.i will feel giddy la.the journey will be shuang if i stare out at the view but sharon keep bugging me about some stupid indian boy.then now still come and accuse me?!?!?then i feel like eating macs mcchicken and see if happy meal change already anot.mcchicken offer $2 only la.bu mai bai bu mai.if i stay at home, i will be calling delivery and the offer is like not for delivery??acty i feel like going swensons also.haha.when i was young i went white sands shopping mall before and ate the tornado icecream!!!AHHH!!!!*faints*
my tongue is itching for it.but we are quite late la.or rather VERY late.told sharon we go eat first pretend we havent reach yet.but is sharon say he reach liao then my wonderful icecream idea luo kong la.grr...
then sharon went fairprice/ntuc/shopNsave/carrefour to buy a bottle of mineral water cox she forgot to bring water bottle?!?!ya.then went out the sliding door to carpark.thought is was like j8 lidat la.b2.but end up is the exit at b1 there.hah.then he came all the way up lor..then saw the pulau tekong bus driving the pulau tekong pple.omg i thought it was some shuttle bus to some shopping mall at pulau tekong la...haha.end up is go NS one.got ah pek inside!!haha.
then reach his house.*hey im narrating here to prevent misunderstanding*
once he open the door then got a ki ki ling ling sound.*faints*
DOG!!!!AHH!!!immediately escaped to the room next to the door he ask us to go.then sat there lor.a bit diao la...oh i forgot to talk about sharon's fringe.i keep laughing because of it.haha...
its like chao toot and bushy.hehe>.< honestly also to fill in the silence la.cox sharon and i chao awkward.so just keep laughing lor...i not excited ok?!
*sharon walks to me"hallo peiqi!!"*
*peiqi burst out laughing,rolling on the floor laughing her head off"
AHAHAHA.hehe.*runs away from sharon's punch*
lol.
then practise lor.acty didnt pract much also.haha.bernice's xiao c is like headless?so ask him to fix it back.then started crapping about shh monster etc.ya and he gave both of us each some dimo cox we are so patheic.haha.omg he used his saliva to stick dimo for my G diao!!!!*faints*yuck.
then crap crap crap lor.after that all of us have to leave then SHARON agreed to take his car lift back.
sat at the back seat this time and sharon sat at front seat next to him because he insists he doesnt want to be ahmad(chaffeur).
sharon talk about some musical thing with him then i just tiam tiam ok?like im more suspicious than sharon.
then he started talking again about his forbidden city SCO some hu lu si girl band.haha.oh ya.saw a lot of funny instru at his house also.the egglike thingy that produce a funny ghost sound is like 1000+++?-.-
and the hu lu si.haha.got 6 holes to change note wad.but wadeva finger i cover the sound is still beah beah beah.
.......(-.-")
hard to understand.
then went home liao lor.whats so suspicious??
who's more suspicious?haha...
go his house to see his dog leh....HAHAHA.
see whether he got girlfriend anot leh....HAHAHAHA
check his phone leh...he didnt even snap that time la...but you almost broke his flip phone leh....i know this cox this happen to my older phone before...HAHAHAHAHA
still want us to wait for you to go cheng san co leh.....but me and sharon will be not free until end of eoy though....HAHAHAHAHAHA
to end off,
~quote from wanjoo~
ding d0ng dong!!!````
dong d0ng ding Ding d0ong~~

2005-09-04T08:35:00.000-07:00

if you are gonna say you dont like your present
im gonna say the price of your present can buy TWO of the present you all gave me.

2005-07-13T19:28:00.000-07:00

peggy love piggy!!!
haha.
huiqing is jealous again:)
i love cheryl sharon and zhenling*muacks

2005-07-12T17:32:00.000-07:00

im finally understanding what is "its the thought that counts"
sometimes, its ok if you do not spend a lot of money buying as gift for others like my dear juniors who bought this turtle for me.haha.they wrapped it with magazine paper?but at least they spend time cutting the paper and taping it to the tissue box.
im not saying your gift is cheap.but it looks like its taken off from the shelf at 7.15 pm and squashed into a ball like thingy."lets celebrate each of our bdae's by going to houses to cut cakes"wad a load of crap you all said on 22nd jan.
not complaining anitink.you can see effort when you look at it.pricetag.still there.
and if you all bother walking a few more shops, there is another cuter pig at precious thots.ahh but nvm.my sec friends bought it already.
sometimes you dont just SAY and paste the word at your mouth.
its the thought that counts.and maybe action?
btw pls check your SENT MESSAGES..if i didnt rmb wrongly NO msg of birthday is sent.Good luck mans.this is not funny.and things like making it up next time is really a load of bullshit.just like the cakes.all crap.

2005-07-07T05:15:00.000-07:00

HUIQING~!!!!
haha
i know you are jealous of me.

2005-06-29T18:41:00.000-07:00

hey....
i feel really screwed
im losing my own style
im tired
im irritating
im annoying
im extreme
im a rebel

i feel so confused now
am i really very irritating and is just a idiot that loves to critisize whoever i see?
recently i sensing violently that all my good good friends last year seem to be distancing away from me
we are like just reduced to normal stranger onli saying helo.or not even hello.so sad right?
issit my prob?im too extreme?i changed?im dao?or just because pple has found their own friends and want to spend more time with their new friends?
i feel more and more like a loner.
duno y
i just feel that a lot of pple dont like me
maybe because im just plain irritating
like vacuum cleaner?
and im super insecure.
i feel so afraid to be alone
and friendless
sad
should i really tame down to become a less critisive,less irritating,less talkative,less loud,less rebellious,less exaggerating,less proud,less ego,less dao and less attention seeking and less of everything?
i tink it is really time for me to grow up and not have every MY way.cox things in this world DONT work my way.
is it?
how i wish i could go back to the days when i am just a stupid girl that loves renfu and notink else and hecks about results.full of friends and very very happy and carefree, rushing home everyday just having one thing on my mind--watch wan quan yu le....notink of this sort now..........
pple outside give me some comments.i dont wan to be alone.

dont leave me.....
:'(

2005-06-18T20:53:00.000-07:00

today is a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha.fun:)

morning woke up damn early.then started playing gunbound.went for event.then got the full set of archangel1 and 2 and pet and phoenix and panda.
haha.
then afternoon went central.was quite angry cox i was wearing like an auntie.grr.
went to eat macs.
then went to find papa's father's day present
went RED TOMATOS
haha
my mom bought some weird weird and chao ex cream for her face
and the sales person very irritating
then me and my sis went arcade.
this is where the exciting comes.
we decided to play 10 bucks la.
then the cashier told us got some lucky draw.
then she take out a box
i excitedly dunked my hand into the box
haha
then i feel a lot of styrofoam.then i thought we are supposed to take something like a ball out
then i took the styrofoam out
haha
then i ask the person "this ar?"
haha
then she so -.- say take out card
haha
sry lor
then i dig dig dig
then i took out this!!!

________________________
|
Congratulations |
you have won ...... |
|
|
|
________________________|

and guess wad again!!!
i got this!!

HAHAHA
free PREMIERE tickets to jay chou's NEW MOVIE.
haha.

NOT FOR SALE

then we were so excited
haha
cox i just anihow take
haha
lucky lucky
then went to play and everything
then walk walk walk
but still cant find any present
hai
then we decided to go J8
to buy the pierre cardin wallet
hah
guess wad
when we were going to leave
we bumped into ..................

ZHANG FENG QI qian chang hui!!!!!!
cool man
haha
but he was late by 12 minutes.
not a lot of pple though
haha
but look at this!!

cool lah.

his smile quite cute lor
he then sing 3 songs

interview with

liyi!!!!!(my mom snapped this pic)
haha
then take photo of him autographing

so cute hor still look at fans:)
he smiled at EVERY fan.believe me.

see?

he smiled again!!!!

even shake her hand!!!

hard at work

very hard at work

POSE FOR FANS TO TAKE PIC USING HP!!!*faints

shake hand+hard at work(haha)

so today is damn exciting.haha.and met quite a lot of chi high boys doing flag day
and guess wad
my sis donated
my mom donated
peiqi didnt donate
haha

lets end off with this!!!

(the dog we saw outside jubilee)

2005-06-14T12:53:00.000-07:00

I HATE ALL OF YOU!!!!GO AWAY.
irritating.
you THINK only la hor.
what you THINK is more impt.
and asking will KILL you.
I know you all depise me.
COX im fat right?!?!
and going out with mi is such a DISGRACE
SORRY HOR
I dont care
AND IM NOT going to have ani relations with you all ANYMORE.
SIAM.
if you are SO CHIO AND SO BEAUTIFUL AND HAVE SUCH A NICE FIGURE AND SO IS BEING FANG GE ZI BY ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS
DONT PLEAD ME TO RUSH DOWN TO ORCHARD ANIMORE
I WILL GIVE YOU 3 WORDs
GO AND DIE
Since going out with mi is such a disgrace.

2005-06-13T20:19:00.000-07:00

my com is screwed but my CLEAR monitor rocks!!!haha.//
*zooms off

2005-06-10T23:19:00.000-07:00

blog.
back from the boring second week of hols.
i tink im just wasting time away
im not doing papers.
im not studying
im not doing trial exam
im just slacking
havent touch a single hw.
so dead i am
start in 3rd week i hope
mon english=trial exam.prepare discursive handout+study for chinese
tue chinese=paper.oral.etc+study for physics
wed physics=paper.common test 2.ws 18 19.hands on proj+study chem
thurs chem=paper+study bio
fri bio=paper.chapter 3 pg 39 chapter 4 pg 53-54 on separat A4 paper.bio essay.
shhh.
im going to do maths now.

2005-06-10T14:35:00.000-07:00

in the first place,
one doesnt copy another with no originality*haha
you cant claim something as your copyright when that thing is copyrighted by someone in the stone age
like how you cant have copyright for the bulb.cox someone else invented it a million years ago.or at least at few centuries ago.
so stop your fuck up attitude and get some life.
stop thinking you are SOOOOOOOO great that people cant help but copy you.pls la.
sing3 sing3 ba.bai chi.
if you kan bu shuang,my door is always open for others to enter
and for you to GET LOST.
bu2 song4 le1.bye:)->excited at your departure
->no zai jian cox i dont want to see you loitering around here

2005-06-03T21:52:00.000-07:00

i duno wad i have done to you.
but i can only say this
you SUCK
you are such a coward
y would you come straight to me,you chicken
how can a person resort to changing MY profile and HACking into my account.
i noe who you are
you noe who you are
OWN UP
i will quarrel with you STRAIGHTFORWARDLY wad i have done to offend you.
you dont have to resort to unscruplous and sneaky ways like hacking into my account.
and writing rubbish
FUCK YOU
youre so disgusting.
i noe when i confront you,
you will stare into my eyes with you act cute face and disgusting qian bian wana hit with a big fat punch face and say
i didnt!!!!wo mei you!!!
fuck your ass up
dont mess with me dude
better OWN UP before you get FUCKED Off.you sneaky ass.

2005-05-27T21:08:00.000-07:00

what the caterpillar deems as its death
we call it butterfly

2005-05-27T18:40:00.000-07:00

today was ok la....except a bit sian here and there...
woke up late!
at 6.20.when im supposed to wake up at 5.30
but still reached school in time aniwae.
first lesson=molly
stupid she start to scold us lazy again
super duper irritating
+++++++++++++++++++rewind+++++++++++++++++++++
before that,
got back ppr
acty quite pleased with it la.
not as depressing as last term's horrible results
maths professor!!!!A1s for both maths:)
humaities sucks!got b3 for history C6 for lit
like shit pull down my L1R5.grr
then sciences ok la.A1s for bio and physics.b4 for chem=irritating
b3 for eng as usual.haha.chi A1 all thanks to dan fong.muacks:)
ya...thats all lor.
but stupid cheryl even better.wa lao.6 for L1R5.irritating pple..^^
ya.lit was sianed although mrs tian was trying damn hard to talk:)
chem.the teacher was talking tamil.i was full of ??
then IPW=clear up
sianed
then went j8 to eat.acty wanted to eat long john then they change their mind
walk here walk there
still decided to eat long john
no place liao
the person at the door managed to squeeze us a table
then went in to eat lor
then when ordering that time brushed past a few DEYIS
irritating.they were like hissing to each other.of course you all noe wad is it about.so super irritating.y do pple like to do that?fuck them.better get run down by cars.
ya.thats all lor.

2005-05-22T13:25:00.000-07:00

searching for a perfect gift for friends
clock angels are here to save your day
soft and cute they brighten up your day
sweet and cute they make a perfect pair
buy them now and you will not regret!
.//ladidums^^

2005-05-16T19:49:00.000-07:00

2005-05-15T18:02:00.000-07:00

liu bin is an idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!cant stand it animore.
sylvia tong!!!!!!!you better get well and turn up for tue's pract.plsplspls.dont wana teach animore
super irritating
gonna throw her to qudi with all my might*grins evilly*HAHAHAHAHAHA~~~
sians la..
liu bin is an idiot.everyone agrees.such a stupid idea to let the sec ones play during 27 may.yao zu somemore.i tink they should play feng zhen le instead.maybe they canot even manage.then he wants them to play YAO ZU?!?!?!?!??!!
o i forgot!!!!!!
we are going to play a SUPER RETARTED beat that day HOR~~~i forgot.HA HA HA.intro from 80 drop to 10 la.the slowest in the history of yao zu playing.wa~~~*if you too retarted im being sarcastic here*
YA~~
and we are going to THROW OUR FACE in front of the pple and pple wil say we dont DESERVE the gold and we should get a COP instead..or even worse i tink.WOAH~~~~cool man.~.~.~im SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED~!!!!!!!!!
HA
HA
HA
if liu bin comes and ask me to teach her and that we will 200% make it
i will throw up in front of him and say wad im supposed to say.
which is
she refused to change to F claiming it is diff when it is easier and when xiao c drop yin it is damn obvious and even the sec2s are playing F diao!!!!she rocks!!!!she can play c!!!!WOAH~~~in a disgusting drop yin and lou feng and lag way.
the orchestra would stop for her i suppose.very obvious.just this freaks me out.i tink the fact we got gold is stressing me
and the fact that sec3s are considered as useless and are onli used as free labour to TEACH the sec ones.go teach YOURSELF.
carry on and i will start to hope you all will get COP.
2005 2007
CHIJ St Nicholas Girls' School Chinese Orchestra GOLD COP

waaaaaaaa.....................im getting evil.
i AM evil.
haha
i tink im more of mad
DRIVEN mad by their stupidity and gullibility.

2005-05-14T16:41:00.000-07:00

i tink im beginning to hate school.both the school and homework
and endless assignments given by tian
sians
sian la....
stuck at home
duno wad to do
tinking
tinking
tinking
tinking wad?
notink

ok enuff of crapping
was complaining to everyone about the terrible fate im in
i feel so disgusted
hai
so irritating
dun even feel like seeing her
i nagged to everyone i saw la
xinying rebecca piehkie:) zhenling cheryl sharon my mother everyone la
i nagged to xinying for like 30 minutes?the whole bus journey la
haha
cox she is so irritating
there are so many irritating pple in co
grr
or is it im too critical
haha
i AM critical
canot ar?
especially towards HER
rude ass
haha
listening to kone's first love now
damn nice la.....
haha
i feel so patheic
my phy like shit la
lit sucks
i tink the onli subject i like now is maths!!!haha
i love maths!!and quek:)

beginning to hate co liao la
actually i could still feel the sense of patriotism towards snco
but i lost it after syf
cox everyting is so boring
especially the sec ones
and liubin
was acty thinking he got some brains during the syf period
but now he proves to be a stupid idiot
grr
ask HER to play?!?!?!
when she screw up the whole thing
pple will say snco DONT deserve the GOLD
ya
WHATEVER
im washing my hands off her
you so clever you go teach her YOURSELF
she is none of my freaking business
dont stuff her under my wings
i will just kick her out
so much for being jui da
bullshit
you go be jui da la
i got no interest
byebye
rather go get some solos to polish my skills
for wad she did im going to make sure she canot make it
none of my business aniwae
since sec3s are USELESS
its when they hold on to the floating wood when they are drowning
and discard it when they reach land
we are MADE USE OF
so wads the use of going when we are going to be used as cheap labour and useless asses teaching the small idiots
waste time
the green badge were not considered as useless
so y MUST we?
irritating
this useless thing made me feel so insulted
what do they take us for?
we are going to be neglected la
they are going to focus on sec TWOS and the small idiots who are so full of themselves
i didnt even tink i spoke without the sec 3s speaking to me first la
and you?!?!?
ask me to keep quiet
you must be tired of living
if you dont notice
the whole dizi HATES you
and you are so extra
i didnt have much feeling of hatred at first
BUT?!?!?!
ask me to keep quiet??!?!
i dont feel respected
and you DIE
so simple
the sec1s are beginning to be so irritating
not like us so guai
so suay la
acty thought jiamin was nice
grr wadeva
sec4s going off
ya
snco WILL be like SHIT
with liu's SUPER DUPER RETARTED CONDUCTING AND THE SEC1S SCREWING THE WHOLE DAMN THING UP
liu says"we must not flop!!!minister going to come you noe??????"
peiqi says"like i care.ask the IMPORTANT people to play properly lor.none of my business"
ya.irriating bitcomet
bloody slow la
irritating
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!shit the sec one

2005-05-01T22:02:00.000-07:00

human brains and hearts are the most difficult maths problems on earth.

2005-04-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

finally i finish running 2.4 liao.
haha
i passed!!!
got D cans?
hehe
my first round was madness
2.04min
fastest in my life
i was practically sprinting la
2nd round also
but 3rd round super dooper slow down liao
haha
then 4th 5th
6th!!i was practically scolding all the Fs and ccbs and knns liao.*whole string of hokkien words
hello panda!!!!!!*winks at xinhui
haha
until now shou tong jiao tong
hai.....
but got 3 days hols!!!!haha
or rather one day
but ....
nice weekend la
hehe
then is sports day
super disgusting
stupid susie pig dont wan to have the milo car
grrrrr
ms oh is so much better lor
not like stupid susie pig dont listen to others onli can hear herself
ya
sat at the spects stand until my butt almost went flat
grr.
i MUST COMMENT ON A FEW SEC 1s THAT ARE PRACTICALLY IRRITATING AND BEHAVES IN A UNACCEPTABLE MANNER
I MUST TELL YOU YOUR SISTERS HAVE SOMEHOW SET A GOOD EXAMPLE
DONT RUIN WAD YOUR SIS HAVE DONE
COX WAD YOU JUST DID WITH YOUR EVEN MORE IRRITATING FRIENDS ARE DISGUSTING
grrr
you noe who you are la
i tink you can be prepared to go suona liao
byebye
*im serious

2005-04-22T15:45:00.000-07:00

CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS SCHOOL
GOLD

2005-04-18T19:26:00.000-07:00

w
o
r
r
y
s
i
a
n
s
dont bullshit
my maths results suck
my chem results suck
i feel so suck
and the first part of xing kong i still duno how to go about playing it
how to tru and soften down nicely and errorlessly
hai...
it sounds so suck
and unnatural
so un pro
cant stand it
ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
worry like some shit
hai....
so tired.
the moment i tink of syf
i guess everyone is the same ba
grr
i have straightened it out
a silver is good enough for me
and a sms too.//

wor

2005-04-18T04:17:00.002-07:00

wo

2005-04-18T04:17:00.001-07:00

w

2005-04-18T04:17:00.000-07:00

2005-04-17T19:53:00.000-07:00

Will you wish me good luck?
Just a sms is all I want.
Please.

2005-04-17T19:26:00.000-07:00

hai....stress stress stress.
co better do well that day
ah mi tuo fuo.
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
pls
so worried.
afraid that we will be the lao shu shi
scared i will screw up maths test
scared i will fail NAPFA
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
duno wad bullshit im going thru lor
i spent the whole weekend doing hw and leaving blanks here and there
sians
sians
sians
sians
sians
sians
shitified.
im so tired.
of the songs
of school
of napfa
of worrying

i used to be so ya-ya
and heck about co
but now
i have to buck up
for dizi
for our reputation
and
for our juniors' future life*you noe wad i mean
i dun wan the school to hate co
i dun wan co to hate zui kuan
i dun wan zui kuan to hate each other.
hai.
wa so emotional lor.
grr
stressed la
i have no confidence in getting gold AT ALL
im happy at a silver
but wad can we do with a silver even?
a silver so so so so so good for us
but
hai
duno wad to say
can we do it?
i cant help but worry
if lynn's solo is screwed up we can walk out of the place liao.
ya.
so lynn must jia you wor.
worry worry
dont feel like doing anitink
y cant we stay at the place for results?!?!?!?!
grr.stupid one
its all OUR results y cant we listen for it
wads the pt of going back for IPW
bullshit
hai.
sian la.
i cant help but feel worried.
everybody
must make sure every single of us dont screw up the whole thing
ya
CO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jia you!(:

2005-04-15T15:35:00.000-07:00

wad am i wishing for....................?

2005-04-09T09:12:00.000-07:00

-----a day of failures.
-----a group of failures
-----haha

i really hope i dont feel this way
but the fact is i do
y are pple critisizing at this point of time?
its two weeks away
its 14 days away
we are already putting in our best efforts.
we pract quite a lot you noe?
y are we so condemned?
does SNCO not need dizi so much?
or are we too lousy?
or are we too LOUD?
i have been hearing
how OUT AND LOUSY dizi is
until i decide to go for tuition earlier.
if you dont get it
it can be VERY DEMORALISING
to hear critisizms even when we have been putting our best efforts.
and if you didnt realise
someone cried
because canot play that part properly
and i have been feeling rather depressed nowadays
i dont understand
we are in the same long boat
wad gives u the right to come over to our end
dig a hole
then go back to our own end and say" haha.youre drowning."
heeellllloooo?
arent you going to drown too?
if you didnt realise
when we tink we are a bit better
then all i hear is
how LOUSY dizi is today
how OUT it is
how UNCOOPERATIVE i am
how its going to DRAG the whole CO DOWN THE DRAIN
how SHITIFIED our playing is
wa wa wa
we may be very lan
but i don tink cello erhu zhongruan is as good either
not being offensive here
just tinking
just because we are LOUD doesnt give you all the right to SWEEP YOUR PROBLEMS DOWN THE CARPET AND PRETEND YOU ARE THE GREATEST PRO ON EARTH AND YOUR WONDERFUL PLAYING CAN ROCK THE JUDGES OFF THEIR CHAIR IN S.C.H
im sorry
no such thing
each section has tis own problems
but at this point of time
don you all tink we should cheer each other on and give encouragement and motivate each other instead of CRITISIZING ALL THE WAY AND THINKING DIZI IS THE WORST INSTRU on earth
ya
ONCE DIZI COME IN, THE THING IS LIKE SHIT
ya ya
wadeva others do is good
wadeva WE do is bad
bad bad bad
until its like
shit shit shit
FINE
if you didnt realise
dizi has been feeling rather FAILURE-ic these days
or at least sharon is
i have been thinking through a lot
are we really going to drag the whole CO down to the drain?
is the commentary only going to say
how lousy dizi is
how shit our yin is
how shitified everything about dizi is
if it is
why does SNCO even NEED dizi?
if you go ask huo
i HOPE we have been making improvements
havent we?
or at least A BIT better
but either than her
all i hear is
dizi dizi dizi
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
shit
DIZI
is
SHIT
isnt it?
everytime it is dizi
is it onli us that suck?
at this point of time
can snco STOP pointing fingers at each other?
other schools have been encouraging each other on
like my friend's school
but we are pointing fingers at each other
how are we going to coordinate properly when we tink another sucked so much?
i tink this is the biggest problem SNCO is facing rather than our techniques
if we dont solve this problem
in this 2 weeks
im not surprised at another COP
dont even tink of bronze.
not pinpointing anyone.
those above are really wad i tink
i don care if i offend pple
if wad i say is not true then just spam my board and say wad a childish freak i am.
cox thats really wad has went thru my mind this few days.......

2005-04-04T18:28:00.000-07:00

wa lao....
i apologise to renfu mans
haha
cox i LIKE to watch the yu le bai fen bai
:)
cox its really quite nice.
you see the idols and the fans like play together you noe?
and ya
they are quite cute la
they are just like friends:D
not like 5566
as in
when you like 5566
for eg renfu
when he scold a reporter for asking bout ji qin
you noe?
the fans will have to like,
scold the reporter
that the reporter is being stupid asking that
cox renfu don like it
.....
very stupid lor
as in
or at least I want to noe
hehe
but quite stress lor
you do things FOR them
but they dont do anitink for you except thank you superficially and stuff
but the impression i get from "them"
was okay?
think the part when he wish the fans happy birthday was quite sweet la:)
ya
so
:D
i enjoyed the show.
hehe
so.....
ya
:D
thats all.
will continue to watch.
at least i wont keep seeing jungiery pple(of course non 5566)

2005-03-16T16:53:00.000-08:00

sians....
ok update about yday.haha.
WORLD
TRADE
GAMES
ok it was quite fun la.
haha
really can die lor.
got THAILAND
i tink is the second worse can?like wad-.-"
3 grains
2 cotton
nothing else
ya and 4000
haha
diao leh
then after 4 rounds
must really thank USA and linping for giving us great deals
i tink some pple very mean
just took away USA's stuff and siam then still dare to say others --- onto sometink else.ya~
hehe
aniwae
we got first?
like wadeva
haha
we almost didnt have everythink
and owe the bank 2000 bucks
haha
all of us so amazed until now still very amazed
haha
then went j8 lor
wanted to eat pizza hut
like wadeva
ate PASTA
MANIA
at the same
old
place
AGAIN
so sians.
hai....
creamy chicken AGAIN
then co lor
im pissed.
duh
don give don give la.tink you very big ar?
wan me to beg you
go and die la
i might as well go buy again
tink i no money ar
i can ask one of my friends to buy and give the pass one wor
i can BUY the pass one wor
tink i stupid ar
BEG YOU?!?!?!
read my lips
SIAM
GO AND DIE
to tink im your senior
duhO.o
btw, sian lor
tomms 8 at macs?!?!so sian
hai..
then 10 CO
until 4
hais.
sian
sians
siansss
canot siam also
sian sian sian leh
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
dun want to read 4 continents la
spent so much dun want to read also
damn sian
thinking of melody for song
and
YOU
get off me.
SIAM~!!!!!!!!!!!!:@whu cares if youre going to read this.

hai.

2005-03-14T01:26:00.000-08:00

hai.....so sianed.
hols is quite sian also.
no hols i will be looking forward to weekends
and moan when its sun night
....
funny
and i simply refuse to read joy luck....
sians
looking forward to world trade tomms
hope it is fun lor
but suddenly i feel funny
haha
had a haircut
.....
very short.
short
short
short
........
then when i tie it up it looks like an ungrown banana
haha
that jumps up and down?
....
but when i let it down still okay la
but doubt i can do that tomms
dont want to be killed.
by tian
hai.
i said i look forward to co
but now i dont
a bit sian diao liao
haha
still affected by dunman high?
even more affected by such suckified results
i should be a nerd in term 2
pass the damn shit napfa
mug the whole day long
mug
mug
mug
mug
mug
mug
mug
mug
ha
ha
ha
aniwae, fri after sch was bloody stupid
diao leh
went with zhenling to pizza hut AGAIN
eat curry zazzle AGAIN
shiok.
then zhenling saw this damn it big poster that says "discount on manga"
like wadeva
try telling her that....haha
then went there after eating
saw the 5566 concert dvd.
at the depression of my results, had a desire to buy it to apprease my shitifiedness.
but decided to wait.
then went to zl who is "desperately" trying to find her dear old fav comic writer.haha.a bit we like comb everyway and i saw happy lesson comic!!!!happy lesson rocks can?:D
aniwae, shuhao's vcds are still with me:D
then zl squatted down to look lor.
haha
then said i canot bend down aniwae cox im old and carrying a tortise shell
haha
and
guess wad.
zl started laughing
she canot get up!!!
haha
la me leh
then went to pay.
met this 5566 fan cashier that came to ha la with us.diao.
then went to bus stop
got stopped by a professor u-to mium guy.*u noe?the powerpuff girls that one
said some bullshit about some youngster that wants to turn over a new leaf.like wadeva.
then zl decided to give him $1 to gan ta off.
then after that another girl came over and looked at my dvd.
you 5566 fan also?i am leh
like wadeva lor.
so many 5566 fans in this world woa.-.-
then she wanted to see then i handed it over to her.
then she ask if i have pass anot.
"must have pass then can go autograph session leh"
haha
like diao
how could i not know that there is a 5566 autograph session at IMM at 11 april 3 pm or 2pm.diao leh
then somemore wanted to sell me one pass at $20 bucks.haha
wad a bit fat joke
try and cheat me huh?diao lor.
then i said i dont really want to go their autograph session animore, which is quite true.
then the bloody utomium guy ask me to give him my pass to give his girlfriend.huh?
then i heck him and said, wo ke yi zou le ma?
haha
then ta fa them liao
after that
hold and behold
another fatty came RUNNING to us
"hey.BU YAO ZOU.you donated to him right?hehe." then he took out a whole stack of tickets.like abit the clever me said bye bye bye bye then pulled zl off.f him la.stupid ass.try and cheat the depressed me.:@
then when we went away he actually shouted to us "FUCK YOU LA" lor.
like wadeva.throw your mother's old shoe shit ur head don mess with me dude.fuck ur ass up.diao-er
then went away feeling shitifed.
thats all for the shitified fri.
sat was CO.sianed.all the seniors came back.was not even intending to go at first.
...
sianed
rushed there lor.
sian
sian
sian
play play play
grr.
disgusting
then slack around lor.
thats all for sianed saturday
sun.sian also.hai.
stayed at home for the whole day lor
did maths
maths
maths
maths
thats all for mathsful sun.

2005-03-11T19:27:00.000-08:00

im a failure
lost to, in
love
studies
memories
CCA
popularity
looks
self esteem
everything else
...
thats all for my day

2005-03-07T19:14:00.000-08:00

hai.....there seems to be a lot of things for me to do.but i dunno wad.so nv do.
homework is crushing me.
btw
still living under the shadow of last sat's concert.ya.understood a lot.im just shit to them.shall practise more.and change all my dimos.
so sians.TCH pple come today.by the way my msn nick i NLFTCHGC.it means "not looking forward to chinese high guys coming."
but luckily i dun have to sit with them and my seating arrangement is not affected.ive been thinking of that since last fri lor.now i can stop worrying.i just feel like slacking my way through this week.but all the work is PILING.nvm.i shall still continue to work towards my GOAL.
aniwae, back to the shadow thing.
i tink even their xindi is better than mi la.im depressed can.actually i always thought i am pro.but now i noe im not:'( haha.
ego la me.hai.....
sians.sians.sians.
morning a bit rain still ask we all to sing sing duno sing wad shit.
hope it rains in the morning everyday.don wan to see+hear that stupid parrot mrs goh.like some shit stupid parrot.or crow.cox she goes ahh ahh ahh and nv stops, speaking at the most inappropriate times.
"hey girls thats good."
"very good."
"girls.blah blah blah" and duno wad shit she tok also.
irritating.just feel like shouting up "shut ur trap ass"
damn it.
shes really irritating and she tinks she is the pro and good speaker bull shit.irritating.and rude mother dog.grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.suck up.
she a bit suck up to the VIPS de lor.must be that sucking that got her so far.irritating piece of da bian.i dun tink she has the calibre and qualifying qualities to be a VP.i tink she should just remain as a poor and patheic teacher.cox she toks notink but crap and is a horn in my life.
i tink our sch sucks lor.they dun emphasize on chinese culture at all...eat potato one lor.i tink im becoming more eng also.die....kana jin zhu zhe chi jin mo zhe hei.like some shit
i tink i will try to yao tml
i will play nicely tml
first time looking forward to yao-ing at da zu.
go!!!!:)

2005-03-05T23:20:00.000-08:00

tired day.in the morning 10 SUPPOSED to meet zhenling.haha.but im late AS USUAL.
then sit until city hall then find each other.
went to find VCH
walk and walk like some shit
so hot
walk
walk
walk
then found VCH and some pple ban-ing some drums and guzheng stuff.
then went up to the stall AS TOLD.nt a single soul there.
then call.
then went flusterly down.
bumped into and alerted by "oi"
give money get tickets.
then went back.
to j8 to eat lunch
then stuff all the meat and potato in.
take cab
back to CO
sit down
so cold
dizi like some shit
di mo like some shit
duno doing wad shit
shitified
then pissed like shit
dumped my dizi in school
thought CO was quite good TODAY
then co over
change to BLACK tee BLACK jeans.white shoes.abit not funny.
sians like some shit
tired like some shit
then walk
walk
walk
to dhoby
to eat
pasta mania
chicken bolg
eat eat eat
shop
shop
shop
mrt
sit
city hall
city link
walk
walk
walk
saw sharifa and venetta
walk
walk
walk
VCH
saw the TCH pple
cant be bothered.
wait
go in
a bit Y row second last
a bit 5 seats then one extra
a bit not squeeze
and
a bit not stupid get this kind of seat
lo
sians
play play play
feeling extremely shitified now
feel so bloody shit inferior
to them
yao like some mad.
so loud
so fast
so pro
we like some shit
yin not zhun
nv yao
I nv sit half seat
a bit no feel at all
like some shit
dizi duno like wad.
lan one
sians
tired.
i shant elaborate.pple who go will know.
thats all for my day.

2005-03-02T17:44:00.000-08:00

i shld not care about the two sickos animore.
today MORNING was quite shiok.
i LOVE rain lor.
especially big ones.
so exciting.
haha.
aniwae,thought would not have morning jog
but sadly the rain stopped and we have to run on the horribly WET track.the pe teachers are sick man.
then maths.hai...congruent again.but ms quek got a new black dress!!haha.looks quite punk though.
eng lit.almost got scolded.hee.cox i didnt do the preparation.hai.....i thought is from the wkbk lor...who noes its from the blue book.hai...but jenny help me to explain.:D
then recess lor.quite sian also.didnt manage to do HEALTHY LIFESTYLE again.im dead la.and someone eats so much more than me and is lighter than me.WAD RUBBISH IS THIS?!?!?!?!
ok.
aniwae.back to morning.didnt manage to see WANJOO again.but saw xinying again!haha.absorbed in "gundamn" again.as usual.
but the show quite nice la.i love the nice singing girl....humphs.but i tink she wont be appearing unless in special parts ba.:'(
back to after recess.
TAN YONG MING.-------->>>slack.
read newspaper and try to tok like china pple.haha.who can beat me?!?!i pro la.*hops around*
then maths again.triangles triangles i love ya triangles.i love notink but
TRI
AN
GLE
~~~~~
haha.
then physics.i tell you physics is the most sian.not onli the subject but also the teacher."twen-ti" and "thumb"
haha.not bad la.
do the pin thing do until cock eye.sians.
then come home ~triangles~ again.and i discover that if i do the common test others are taking , i will get less than 19.so sad right?im too slow.......must train more.but sadly i forgot to bring my maths txtbk and notebk home.grrr...luckily i still got my calculator.
ya.so , slack now lor.....
and..........
LI LI POKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can you damn it give me my tix!!!!!!Grr.ask you like a million times and alwyas take so long to reply.grrrr.:@

2005-02-28T03:32:00.000-08:00

er erms.

im pissed.

2005-02-28T03:28:00.000-08:00

im pissed!!!!im pissed!!!!!!im pissed!!!!!!
those not involved please dont read further.you will be overwhelmed by my vulgarities.please dont read further.

fuck it.damn shit.cb.kns.not my asshole fucking shit problem la.come and scold me.damn you.shit your mother.
borrow money then forget it la...still come and scold me.fuck you.a bit i just being translater translating the TRUTH.chee bye kia.ta ma de.not my business can?scared pple angry then dont do it la.keep finding excuses.chee bye.fuck off me.don mess with mi dude with your fucked up and ego attitude.so what if you are older.equally shit and disgusting to the core.fucker.asshole.ta ma de chou chee bye.fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk off.

2005-02-25T02:02:00.000-08:00

please switch to unicode
02.童話
作詞：光良　作曲：光良　編曲：Taichi Nakamura
忘了有多久　再沒聽到你　對我說你最愛的故事
我想了很久　我開始慌了　是不是我又做錯了甚麼
你哭著對我說　童話裡都是騙人的　我不可能是你的王子
也許你不會懂　從你說愛我以後　我的天空星星都亮了
我願(要/會)變成童話裡　你愛的那個天使
張開雙手　變成翅膀守護你
你要相信　相信我們會像童話故事裡
幸福和快樂是結局
一起寫我們的結局

damn nice....must listen k?:)

2005-02-10T02:45:00.000-08:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this sucks.fuck you

2005-02-05T17:36:00.000-08:00

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2005-01-30T21:29:00.000-08:00

how can you do that?!?!?!i mean,thats cheap.not as if you don have aniwae.

2005-01-28T19:11:00.000-08:00

duno wad to say.hehe.can rest and damn relaxing la...no maths and hw to bug me...hehe:)

2005-01-20T12:35:00.000-08:00

haha.ok lor.post jui post:D
but now more busy mah.but happy hari raya HAJI!!!hehe
i just watched ge dou tian wang first epi!!!!!nearly cried again....ying qi...:*(
so kelian....you all should go and watch also...damn moving de lor.if you are a sane renfu fan you would have just cried.hee.
then do maths lor...lame la.
huishan's bdae soon.hehe.no time to celebrate leh...see first lor...

somebody just piss mi off wadeva she does.irritating.F888.siam la!

2005-01-12T01:38:00.000-08:00

shitifed.didnt go school today.cox got stomach flu?according to wad the doc say.hai..stuck with a bloated stomach lor.slp slp slp until 10++ lor.so sian.then wake up.notink to do.decided to do some HOMEWORK~did maths.printed hist.did physics.so scared i canot catch up tomms.but i tink should be quite ok cox today ms quek did review qns 3 and 5.then i went to try just now.finished 5 left 3.qns 3 im stuck with a cube equation.tomms go ask them.xingjie oso nv go..then somemore father say i stressed thats y got stomach flu.sounds a bit logical la.haha.but wad to do?stressed also have to do wad.i will not be easily defeated by this rubbish EC.go!
ok.i tink im feeling better already liao la.just a bit hungry.haha.the moment i feel hungry i tink quite ok le ba.canot eat oily things:'( but im yearning for milky bar.....
ok.should i go for CO tomms.hmm....maybe lor.go and slack la.no mood + strength to blow oso.haha.i feel like eating peanut biscuit!!!charsiew ji giong fan!!milky bar!!!chocolate biscuits!!shit.all canot eat.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hai....not doing PE tomms obviously.shall bring joy luck tomms and read during PE.lalas.then tomms recess eat wad?:'(
prison food is out.toast is out.curry rice is out.siew mai is out.mian sian..eeeee.eat until sian liao leh...stupid mian sian.grr.but still have to eat la...:'( i want char siew ji giong fan.

2005-01-07T18:10:00.000-08:00

ok suckyified days.stress.keep having to read up and things like that. just do do do and write write write and read read read.is this how im going to spend my 2 years?hai....
maths was HORRIBLE.the teacher MS quek taught so bloody fast and with ms poon's GOOD foundation, i missed out A LOT.and a bit i have to work harder to keep up.sians.tired liao.everytime go home research this research that.i tink i should have just chosen c3 and rot with xinying they all.haha.at least i wont feel so shit like now.
but make the best of it la.life still has to go on.hope my results will turn out ok lor.thats the main thing. just the first week im tired and all stressed out.wad happens after that. cant think of it liaos.
tomms maybe have to play solo la.wadeva.think im going to play gu su.but ah mi tuo fuo i hope they forget it then i dont have to play liao.have to go off at 12.30 sharp cox got guzheng after that.suckyified.i keep thinking of him lor.for wad.duh.lame.
hope that there wont be solo tomms and if there really is then so be it.hope i wont be too nervous loh...buddha save me.

2005-01-05T20:58:00.000-08:00

simple.im going to be a corpse after the end of sec 4. maths lesson was confusing. i dont want to be media rep!:'(

2005-01-03T16:30:00.000-08:00

today is monday.yea wadeva.hahs.
the whole day slack again.morning went around finding friends lor..sians.
then go hall assembly.jing jing jing jing.
then went back to class.form teacher.do some things.they are so quiet:'(
yea.pple opt to be out of faith.then go charity.yea.i oso wan.but my points too low la.:'(
ok fine.tomms i tink will be damn sian also.somemore still got co.sians.sians.sians.sians.
thats all.haha.but recess is nice~with the same old pple.so shou xi.:')
.//^^

2005-01-01T10:54:00.000-08:00

hai....this is sad.just went to see channelnewasia. the death toll is so high!!and the waves.so horrible.no mood for new year liao..the thousands of pple. and the pu ji island....a beautiful island.just destroyed like that. doubt it will be the same animore.hai.....
still worrying about how my sec 3 life will be. saddening. new year = new things to get along with. let alone this is a 2 year until i leave thing.hai...duno wad to say.
sian lor. looking back at primary life.so nice...cox everytime rise level is the whole class rise up one. so no need worry.hai...but now?
it keeps raining outside.
:'(

2004-12-31T13:19:00.000-08:00

hai....feeling so worried and sianed. got into a class that most of the pple i duno one lor.then somemore the form teacher is new...wad if we dont get the good teachers:'(
the teachers we get will be for 2 years until we leave leh...later get the lousy teachers die liao la.....:'(
so funny.all the pple i bu shou one.hai.....oso duno la....sucks.then the class somemore is near the toilet kind.i hate this kind of classroom lor.then the arrangement of the tables and chairs so funny.like maze lidat.hai...how to study properly?:'(
duno wad the school is doing.put us until like that.siao one.:'(

2004-12-30T13:31:00.000-08:00

:'( my class damn funny lor...
got art elective
got history elective
got geog elective
got mep
got a lot + a lot lor.
wa lao....so rojak one. wads the school trying to do?!?!?!?!:'(

2004-12-28T08:12:00.000-08:00

hahas.today going out with huishan and wanjoo for belated christmas.hehes.then went to check te showtimes liao.tink most prob watch the 12.45 one or 2.40 one ba?kungfu*BiSh
slack la.just now see the news.the tidal wave so scary lor...hai...so many pple die:'(
peace.
.//^^

2004-12-27T16:51:00.000-08:00

hai...today actually can be quite happy except a bit of q-ing here and there.but....
hai....:'(
ok its my prob.

2004-12-27T08:25:00.000-08:00

sians.recap bout yday.hahas.
went to take the scholarship lor.went at around 1++?and the whole bus was like damn SqUaShEd?a lot of pple go take lor.da qiao blah blah.still got st nicks one.sitting my beside de beside.ya.tink is sec 3 ba?nvm.ya.then take lor.300 bucks!
then went compass point.bought all i nid to buy.converse school bag.converse shoes.then still got 10 bucks discount coupon.duno wad to buy also.so keep it first.got 1 month to think.
then buy xmas presents.*shhh.hehe.tomms.
then eat lor.the whole day.today going to DBS bank with mom to sell her shares.hmmm.hehe.
.//^^

2004-12-26T11:48:00.000-08:00

wa lao.THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just went blogskins.com and i actually found a blogskin exactly like this la!!!!!!!wa lao.i xin xin ku ku find this picture at yahoo.com then duno which F888er took it.WA LAO~!!!!!i do until so xin ku.F888 her maryconvicts la!rubbish shit.this is Certifed ME OK?!?!?!?!don believe go see view.then press source.PICTURE = fuye90 photobucket.Shit her head.

2004-12-25T11:53:00.000-08:00

MeRrY ChRiStMaS pEePs~XD

2004-12-24T09:35:00.000-08:00

hmm...since im so bored at home, i shall crap my ren sheng dao li on my newest SELF MADE BLOG!.hehe.cox im too bored.
ok.sometimes when you really feel like breaking down, you cry.thats wad everybody does.i do also although i look like one whu will destruct things when im sad.:D
when you feel that your loved ones are all gone and your plans are all undone, sometimes it's just urself giving urself pressure.ya.its really notink.notink really happened.everything is still the same.its just u are thinking too much about it so you keep dwelling on the memories till they become distorted and everything just seems so sad.in reality, everything has just been the same.its just your mentality causing chaos. so, if you have a sad memory, tell the real truth= wad happened, the whole process to a true friend who wont take the cat out of the bag and confide in her.the TRUTH.it must be wad REALLY happened, and not wad you THINK really happened.
ya.give urself less pressure.haha.and just moaning is useless.you can talk to him to noe y he reacted like that.wads the reason?character?infatuation?or wad?its useless moaning to urself.
show him you are happy and you can live better without him. and not stick to him and expressing words that say you love him forever and will wait for him blah blah blah.its really doing notink but putting pressure on him. communicate with him and ask him the REASON.then if its really over then let go. the kimochi will maybe take a long time but you must really learn how to let go.ya. when he really says its over and theres really no negoiation, give him a smile and wish him happiness. that will do both good.
whatever you are doing is just your own yi xiang qin yuan on your part.he may not even care. the sun still rises.the night still falls. your unhappiness doesnt affect anitink, anibody. but you certainly affect your dearest parents, closest friends. cheer up and dont tink you are just putting on a brave font.forget that rubbish and be REAL happy. love is just a small phrase in life. there are still more important things in life like family, friends, career and many many more. life is more than wad you tink.
if you feel really sad at times, go to wide places, wide fields, reservoirs, beaches. look at the clear white seas. ya.then you will know there are other things that matters other than the tiny un pleasant love life you have. most importantly you must rmb that you dont put up a brave font and tink thats cool or wadeva.be REAL happy. be happy from the heart.thats even more cool. then you will experience a whole new world.
ok.share my ren sheng jing yan.haha.in the short 14 going to 15 years of life i have experienced, i have an lianed a person for 4 years?AN LIAN ok??haha.even worse.notink ever happened between us.haha.it maybe infatuation but i don even have a chance to noe if it really is.ya.4 years ok?!?!its like nearly 2/7 of my life till now. but notink really happened.not even as a friend? shi bai la. i have tried to get closer to him but still notink happened. haha. this kind of thing.destiny la.or perhaps at this time appearance. youngesters.haiyo. tell you, the real experts is really all this kind of ugly ugly pple. they noe and they really learn to let go. and they will earn the adjective cheerful and bubbly. they noe notink will come out of this waiting stuff and they will just let go till they find the real one that really doesnt care the size and everything? they just love each other. ya.thats true love. like the S.H.E MV also...
so cheer up!tada~you still have US!!although its belated^^
.//^^

2004-12-23T21:14:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo im back.HA HA HA!!!!
this template i make by myself one ok?!!canot be found aniwhere.HA HA HA.so nice~~so cute cinnamoroll!:)
ok.last few days also stay at home.didnt really go out.and i got flower on my fingernail!haha.my sis's paste it.so nice leh.hehe.
then slack lor.refuse to touch physics and chi.sians la.tomms slack again for christmas eve.then i tink christmas is either stay at home and watch jing ma jiang or go out lor.i wana buy school bag leh....maybe roxy or converse lor.back pack.and school shoes too.
just ate a lot and there goes my 30 bucks.hehe.but nvm la.i will get my money on sun at nan chiau lor.CC one.die liao la.huishan dont have.then i alone sit there wait like siao and damn sian lor.hai....yawns.better bring a book there la.my wu ti bu man zu.now still havent finish.wth.XD
slack slack slack.and tue going out with huishan and wj for belated christmas?hehe.fun!and my curry zazzle.*winks.
*sobs.my right earhole giving mi problem.it keeps bleeding whenever i change earring.duno y.then my left earhole so guai:) duno wads its prob lor.wth.then now i put the earstick in then canot move it one.like the meat stuck onto the stick.YUCKS!*sighs.
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.sianed.past tense.but now still sian.
right ear hole ah right ear hole.SPARE MI!!!!:'(

2004-12-20T01:20:00.000-08:00

notink much happened STILL.ya.monday.always very sian.aniwae,recap bout last sun.
hmm...wake up.then eat eat eat.hehs.then went to temple in BEDOK with father mother and sister=family lor.then take cab until very sian.hehe.but better than taking bus la.
then pray pray and i got pray to kong zi wor.hehe.GOOD STUDIES!
then went to bedok central to eat and shop for a while.eat the kway chup not bad la.the duck no bones.SHUANG~~
then shop lor.found the CLEO with SLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.bought it together with sis with the onli patheic 2 bucks i have left.
then shop shop shop and take bus home lor.then watch hong xing da qiang.haha.renfu is still so cute!!!!!but i tink he hates the fullerton thingy cox he doesnt look very HIGH to mi.in fact hes face has the word = SIAN.like mi.yawns.then slp slp slp lor.
today.
finished maths and half of bio.some duno how to do.sians again.hai...all forget liao loh.
going to grandpa hse tomms for dong zhi.ya.then eat tang yuan i tink.i wana play with hamster!!!!ahh!!its damn cute you mei you?!?!?>.< loveyaloads.
ya.thats all.and ya.i found blog.dot dot dot.*smiles
.//^^

2004-12-17T14:23:00.000-08:00

hai.....recent days all damn sian.nobody ask mi out:'(
hehs.so slack lor.hai...my earhole giving mi problems.wa shit.
started on hw.ah!disgusting mans.maths a lot duno how to do:'(
chem worse la.hai....

2004-12-13T16:25:00.000-08:00

haha.theres a lot of pple after all?but he really looks pale....:'(

2004-12-13T08:14:00.000-08:00

hai....i tink yesterday like nobody went leh......yesterday when they appear at hong xin da qiang like sian sian like that....i tink they lin yu liao lor.:'( or is i tink too much.haha.
he look so damn pale.....tired?sick?tired ba....cox sign too many pple.:)
yday and today is just simple 5 letters.
S
I
A
N
S
yawns...
miss him again.RENFU!!!!!.//^^

2004-12-12T17:55:00.000-08:00

hais.this sucks.i miss him~~haii....nan de he come singapore.but somehow i feel very tired if i go to the autograph session.hai..tink too much.
sat 11/12.//`
morning wake up.slack slack slack then went guzheng.hai..sians...learn another funny funny song.bleahs.
then went j8.hai...went to the open plaza.now become so nice liao.haha.
then went to eat kfc to eat lunch at 3.30.wa~then suddenly kfc so crowded.wad the hell.then waited like shi then eat.
then went to ice lemon tee to buy shoe.bought white slippers.
then went to great world city.bought earrings!!!!!dangling cross earrings from chomel.diamond de leh.haha.damn nice lor...but my earlobes qiao qiao one coz too fat liao.hai....then wear liao a bit funny.humphs.
then went grandfather's house.play with hamster!!damn cute lor...fat fat one then wont bite mi.hehe.then i keep playing with it.
then after that my sis sit beside the cage and eat choc.then the stupid hamster actually crawled up to look at my sis!so cute lor^^
then went home le.
sun 12/12
another boring day.thats all.hai....sian.renfu~~~raining leh...later he lin yu.hai.:'( humphs X 2

2004-12-09T18:36:00.000-08:00

從你眼睛看著自己最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契是明天的指引
無論是遠近什麼世紀在天堂擁抱或荒野流離
我愛你我敢去未知的任何命運
我愛你我願意准你來跋扈地決定世界邊境
偶爾我真的不懂你又有誰真懂自己
往往兩個人多親密是透過傷害來證明
像焦慮不安我就任性怕泄漏你怕所以你生氣
我愛你讓我聽你的疲憊和恐懼
我愛你我想親你倔強到極限的心
我撐起所有愛圍成風雨的禁地
擋狂風豪雨想讓你喘口氣
被割破的信心需要時間痊癒
夢想纏著懷疑未來看不清
就緊緊的擁抱去傳遞能量和勇氣
我愛你我愛你我想去
未知的任何命運
我愛你讓我聽你的疲憊和恐懼
我愛你我想親你倔強到級限的心
哪裡都一起去一起仰望星星
一起走出森林一起品嘗回憶
一起誤會妒忌一起雨過天晴
一起更懂自己一起找到意義
我愛你我不要沒有你
我不能沒有你絕不能沒有你
yay hey~this is 我愛你 from S.H.E's encore.or please you must go watch the mtv of this song mans.so nice~~its about a couple.A and B.then they were forced to separate during the war times.they promised each other to always wait for each other. then the girl A left giving the B a box.
the next scene is a 60++ looking auntie feeding a baby.the baby is actually the girl A's son's daughter.which means the girlA didnt wait for the B guy.then suddenly news came that B is still waiting for A.
then the A actually told her husband now that she wanted to go and meet him.
then B is really still waiting for her.......
A went back to taiwan again. she told her husband now she wanted to go back and pei him for the rest of his life....wow....and guess wad the husband now did.he actually bought a house for them and wished A happiness.wow.....so sweet lor^^then A and B lived forever for hao ji bei zi.^^
so sweet right??hai...haha.
ok back to wad happened today.a bit i thought today is mr wong conduct and can slack.so i went lor.its the auditions la?!?!?!?!?!!wt.then i went there late.hehe.
audititon audition.then went to ps with sylvia and sharon to look for senior's present.buy buy buy.ate long john!!!and croquette.hehs.so nice.....
then came home liao.hai..notink much to say la.but tml will be damn sian.hai.................this sucks.hope i can still blog lor.
.//^^

2004-12-07T19:32:00.000-08:00

ok.im not in love ok?!?!just LOVE this blogskin.hehe.chio right?
ok.recap on last sun.hehe.although a bit late.5/12.issit?:)
early in morning woke up.didnt feel like sleeping anymore so climbed up.:)
then chat with mother.kana dragged to market,hot prata is so nice^.^
then reached home.oh shucks i look so stoopid with earrings.ok.i understand.hai.actually want to wear a black tee.but bu ji li so have to wear white instead.yucks.i look funny:'(
then wanjoo reached lor.wrapping paper not big enough.heheh.then huishan went to buy.the wrapping paper look so funny.haha.:P
then reached busstop to meet fishball to bring us there.quite surprised to see botak.*er...*david there.ya.then haha.he afraid of girls issit?like zi4 bi4 like that.tok oso nv tok.haha.
then we snub him nv bring present.haha.and guess wad.he went to buy apples from the fruit stall nearby.haha.*dots.
and the dear old LATE yi yuan came LATE.but nvm.haha.since we are so terribly late on sat.
then went there in 88.hai...david a bit still zi bi.*.*
then reached there.then walked around shu hao's house.then james came?in da hong tee.haha*a bit not auspicious leh.:)
then slack slack on the sofa and ate wang wang!!hehe.so nice*
then lili came.slack again.then went into the room to TRY and blend with the stuipd guys that actually CONTINUED with their funny topics.hai...waste mi and huishan's effort.alamak*
then borrowed comics!!!shuhao's house like library mans.wadeva u want can find.:)huishan borrow tons of love hina?and i borrowed happy lesson and comic party.but happy lesson was damn nice!!!~~comic party was good also.but i dont really understand wad its toking about.happy lesson~~~*
then the guys were playing some funny game then we are playing dai di.hai.i should have wore bermudas.jeans is so bothering.theyre always in the way.irritating.
then snatched the ps from them and played time crisis!but wj was complaining that it was boring so i continued with pacman!!!haha.its damn funny la.its quite fun actually.*im not self entertaining ok!?!?!?!?!?~~.bleahs.
then i got sick give the ps back to them.then lili went to play some funny violent game.JIN CHENG WU!!!!!!so shuai~~~*hehe.but his operation makes jun cheng wu look like a dumbwit.err.i shant continue.*winks winks.
then went to eat at j8.hai....a bit cant decide wad to eat.then turn here turn there.haish..i want yoshinoya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*humphs.
went to eat pastamania instead.yucks.i cant take it.the taste very funny.somemore so ex.*alamak.ordered creamy chicken.wow.really CREAMY chicken.a bit creamy leh.then when the dish came i proceed to eat it liao.then huishan say like that bu li mao.*humphs X 2.but friends leh.so ke qi for wad.make the atmosphere so funny.hai...my creamy chicken become even more creamy after that.all the cream suck into the mian...hai...then finally everyone's came.then eat lor.ya.still don like the taste and most importantly the PRICE.and stop suaning mi*humphs X 3.
then wanted to go home liao coz very late le.the others suggested watching movie.shutters.but didnt go.very tired liao.so late le.but....nvm.and are you very happy?*humphs X 4.
then went home.wanted to take 88 and slack home but didnt in the end.took MRT all the way to yiochu.then took 265 all the way back home.tired la.hai...yawns.and a bit stomachache.
thats all.quite a happy day after all.//^^

2004-12-05T22:08:00.000-08:00

do you all know actually wad i want?!?!?!?!??!?!!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

2004-12-05T14:51:00.000-08:00

ahhh!!!!i CANT STAND IT ANIMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am i just being petty or wad?hai.......this sucks.
i need A4 paper for my assignments.wadeva.later than do.
am i petty?am i petty?am i petty?am i petty?or wad?
she never seems to care about me.hai....
thinks i can be easily coaxed?or wad?im already not a kid.i very easily bai pin.
HAHA.wad crap.this sucks.
hai................
duno wad to say la.just tired of all this.yea.im tired.
im NOT a kid.