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Saturday, November 12, 2005

its a feeling when you fear to even start.
tsk.
y do i always feel this way.
even during sectionals now.
like wad the hell.
and can we stop sitting next to each other?
i feel so xinku when i everytime have to turn to face the teacher.
grr.
and i feel like laughing whenever i see or ni gu's face.
tsk tsk
haha
shit la.
lets change ok?
haha
no more rows.
its damn horrible.
sian.
im going to slack tommorrow morning again.
not because of anithing.
is becox im too lousy.
full stop.
wth.
and i can feel like confidence draining away fast.
like even during combined i have this feeling.
hai...
y am i weak?!?!
irritating.
everytime i face this kind of thing i feel like escaping.
wthwthwth.
AH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont even feel like going aniwhere now.
sian la sian la.
i cant play anitink even if i go there.
skills not there
beat not there
even the basic dizi also not there

play wad?
even you if guan wo i also canot do anitink wad.
the sch refuse to buy?!?!
WADEVA LA!
y mayflower have so many dizi we dont have?!
so unfair lor.
gold co wad the bullshit la
tyco dao ke yi
i tink the judges are deaf or something.
shen jing bing la.
i tink theyre out of their mind.
mayflower should be stronger than us la.
AT LEAST they got more kinds of dizi
NOT LIKE OUR DEAR PATHEIC SCHOOL WITH NO MORE DIZI other than those we are taking now.
the school di dai not more dizi liao leh~~~~~
this rocks ok!?
ya.
snco rocks.

i tink even northland is better than us.
this gold is making us so big headed.
when we have notink in our hands.
wth.

flew into your heart at [9:11 PM]

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