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Thursday, November 17, 2005

im not in the least prepared for sunday...
how sharon face him
how i face him if i cannot persuade my mother.
hai.......
even when i have drawn up my own tomb*in the earlier posts*
im still feeling quite stressed.
i DONT CARE!!!
i wana take lessons:'(
im so lousy la..
if i dont take lessons i can see how i die at jc co?*if i can get into jc*
hai...

and *if im going to get the scholarship*,
i tink im going to use quite a bit of it to build up my dizi collection.
which means new dizi, OWN dizi and of course, OWN didi bag.
but i tink im going to coup the G diao.
cox i tink it rocks.
or at least for now
hai...

cant help but feel depressed...
for sharon and for myself
haha
we acty spent 2++ hours discussing about the same thing.
heh.
shes even worse...
ke lian.

*faints*
i cant feel myself improving la.
instead,
i feel chao ji inferior.
to those *birds* there
hai..
i shouldnt have gone in the first place,
make me feel so inferior
haha
but im going back to zero one there!
which means im going to be a stupid noob who duno the basics.
*basics*

haha.
today on the bus i was thinking,
if i didnt go,
i tink i will still be the ego who tinks im a dizi pro
haha
stupid la

now i feel insulted.
to tink i acty thought that way
shen jing bing
thats wad i call jing di zhi wa la.
AHH!!!!!!!

i tink im just chao far from that:'(

flew into your heart at [8:20 PM]

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