Monday, November 28, 2005
i feel chao shit today.
very bored la
and rotting like duno wad.
haven touch a SINGLE hw.
wth.
whole day have to "pei" my dizi.
a bit la.
and i tink im going to die in sec 4 ok?
stressed like duno wad yesterday
suddenly a lot of pple appear at dazu
wa...
i was like 0.0
even moving is like hard?
and alamak.
first time playing with the orchestra
sit with sally somemore.
wa, stress man
stupid sharon sit behind mi
aha.
gu du!!!!!
sh!t.
have to hold breath for chao long and i always forget to BREATHE in more air
and my qi is like shit.
1)start to shiver
2)pitching starts to flat
3)canot continue liao
ya.
and got one part is bang di part 2 which is ME
and the whole part was like fu dian fu dian fu dian
wth.
almost died for there
anyhow hun past la.
my 5/4 part was like shit as usual
er,wadeva
i will just die la.
and theres something i dun understand
stupid piano grade 8 sharon ask me to memorise.
no way lor.
i sure 4get one
still dont understand y that note is a sharp when you cover the whole hole
no wonder i was so semitone.
conclusion: Died for the whole song
and dont forget bout bing ma yong
wth.tsk.
totally hate this song la.
a bit i have to play it AGAIN.
tsk tsk tsk.
after the cs camp,
im going to heck about co and pia my homework
ya.
so much for revising and recopying my joyluckclub again
da bian
o about the hcco interaction
quite .....
ya
fun with friends and evrything
and cheezels!:)
felt damn tired after the whole thing.
one day only
duno how EXHAUSTED after 4 days at the cs camp
*faints*
hai...
flew into your heart at [11:24 AM]
Monday, November 21, 2005
if i believe wad tony hong said today,
i would say mr wong is not wrong in leaving snco.
cox if im treated this way,
i would leave.
but i still canot understand y he just left us like that.
and made us teacher-less until tony hong came two months after.
even though i would prefer tony hong now.haha.
but that two months would have been a lot WITH a teacher.
but i didnt say this in front of tonyhong
haha.
i know he wouldnt agree with me becox mr wong is his childhood friend.
so,
rather than making him speechless,
i might as well say it is one of my seniors who hates him instead of me.
:)
today learnt a new song.
da C.
*faints*
playing bangdi for so long liao
suddenly having to switch to qudi has killed me.
and
had a hard time with the pai zi as usual.
duno when i can become good with pai zi
hai...
and had to walk for so long before finding a bus stop with 88.
*stares at the culprit*
heehee.
but at least i was accompanied to the bus stop.
hehe.
ya.
thats my FIRST private dizi lesson.
surprisingly,
i didnt tink it was awkward.
was quite dead instead.
pressurized by the diff symbols and my horrible pai zi.
ya...
im going to start practising very early tomorrow.
sorry neighbours!!!!!!
but i dont care.
hehe^.^
flew into your heart at [6:57 PM]
i finally realised something...
im un-taggable.
wadeva.
i cant even tag myself.haha.
not intending to change it aniways.
too lazy.hehehe.
just tag me at my love;dangou la.
i go there everyday but no one tags:'(
SHARON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damn im nervous.
AH!!!!!!
feel so stupid but just cant stop the nerves.
haha.
sharon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*breathes in breathes out*
ahh!!!!!!
grr.nvm.
flew into your heart at [8:58 AM]
Sunday, November 20, 2005
see??
tell you he not so petty liao:)
went chengsan today.
didnt die so badly cox cannot go dazu
yay!!im going to get my b flat:)
notink to say also la.
harry potter was okay.
the cedric guy is chao cute
and he jun xiang is chao shuai!!!!!!!!:)
flew into your heart at [6:13 PM]
Friday, November 18, 2005
hai...
i discover my recent posts are all quite depressed.
haha..
i tink i need a job desperately.
haha...
tsk.
my sis is going to finish her o's today.
hai..
then she can go and work and earn money la!!!
so unfair!!
i want also.
humphs.
hope i can convince my mother la..
pls pls pls pls pls pls...
i want to be pro
so cool lor:)
and i want to play better
or at least have a forte or sometink
i know guzheng i know archery
but i dont seem to be very pro in all
like half bucket water one la.
if i dont take lessons i tink my dizi will end up like that also.
which is sometink i want to avoid at all cost.
im starting to miss huiqing...
haha..
looking forward to tomolo of course.
and btw,
are we going KTV or not?
i wana go leh
haha
NOT going campus superstar la.
NOT.
and sharon is full of crap.
she says if girls from mixed schools flirt,
the others dont tink they are flirting
cox the school got a lot of boys.
they DONT need to flirt.
and she says if girls from all girls schools flirt,
the others WILL tink ther ARE flirting.
cox the school got no boys
and others will say they are DESPO.
???
then i tried to explain to her that it is your body language and your tone/yu qi that affects whether others will tink you are flirting or not
and in the first place,
y must pple flirt?
she says its to attract attention
but you can attract attention using many other ways wad.
like being extremely good in sometink or wadeva.
and NOT by flirting.
EQ:
ok.
in chengsan cc,
both of us got to know of a girl from mayflower secondary(mixed school)
lets call her A.
ok.
if she says to a guy there,
"hey.eee.this picture you very fat and ugly lehhh...ha ha ha" and continues nudging and saying in a flirtatious way.
will the others say she is flirting?
she says,"yes."
ok.
if another girl from a all girls school
lets call her B
if she says to the same guy in the same way
will the others say she is flirting?
she says,"yes."
ok
if A says to the same guy
"hey.ee.this picture you very fat and ugly la.haha..." and then laughs casually at the horrible picture
will the others say she is flirting?
she says,"no."
ok
if B says this to the same guy in the similar way
will the others say she is flirting?
she says,"no."
SEE???
the focus should not be on which school A or B is in,
but in the way A and B present themselves and the attitude they portray.
if everyone tinks like sharon
i tink this world will be so dead.
haha.
joking.
ok.
and then everytime i present this logical explanation to her in a chronological way,
she says she doesnt understand me.
do you all understand???*if anione is reading pls ans me"
ya.
so we spent half an hour on this issue yesterday.
hai...
not going for dazu this sun.
going somewhere else.
NOT superstar, for goodness sake.
i once said i want to join but later discover it is quite stupid.
pple's tongue will wag la.
then i can forget about raising my head in st nicks ever again.
better coop myself up in some ktv room and sing to my friends.
haha.
ok.
so im just going for xiao zu
hai..
acty i didnt know how me and sharon got landed up in some performance also.
haha.
next year.
i tink we are pretty screwed though
cox next year is the o's and we still have this to manage
and of course it wil be chao hard to manage
especially since we are super lousy.
i got back some confidence during dazu though
even when we only played for less than one hour for the whole 3 hour da zu
and the rest of the xiao dizi except lynn was snubbed at by huo lao shi...
she said my xiao dizi was nice:)
and i could still manage to teach denise something = make her dimo more loose
but i guess this little bit will die away on sun again.
last week was ok
since we didnt join in the sectionals lianing
but only sat with the mayflower girls practising our own stuff.
though we only dare to start playing after 11+
haha.
b4 that i was busy pasting my dimo with my new dimo box:)
but was quite shi bai
i tink i should go back to ther basics ---- how to paste dimo properly
cox everytime i paste,the lines are chao irregular and when i try to tighten the dimo it breaks.
wadeva
in the end, sharon did it for me and it was ok.*can you imagine how shibai i am?"
then play a few songs here and there
thought my wo shi yi zhi bing and qi wu de wan ju was weird.
especially the latter's tu ku tu ku part.
sounds quite shit and unpolished.
a bit lao huo yesterday ask if dizi have another du zou or qi zou songs and i was busy lianing my fingering.
then i thought they will answer so i ignore her
to tink everyone looked towards me and ask ME
wt.
so i said "yes."
and they moaned.
hey stop it lor.
it's true that we have wad.
im sick of deceiving the teachers and myself.
y should i cock up this kind of thing cox even if i say no, huo will go and look for tony hong and bug him about not having ani songs
when we have TWO
...
ya...
my fault.
if the time comes, i play lor
i maluate myself so many times already wad>.<
so sian.
tink i should go and practise somethink now...
and i miss HUIQING!:)
flew into your heart at [1:13 PM]
Thursday, November 17, 2005
im not in the least prepared for sunday...
how sharon face him
how i face him if i cannot persuade my mother.
hai.......
even when i have drawn up my own tomb*in the earlier posts*
im still feeling quite stressed.
i DONT CARE!!!
i wana take lessons:'(
im so lousy la..
if i dont take lessons i can see how i die at jc co?*if i can get into jc*
hai...
and *if im going to get the scholarship*,
i tink im going to use quite a bit of it to build up my dizi collection.
which means new dizi, OWN dizi and of course, OWN didi bag.
but i tink im going to coup the G diao.
cox i tink it rocks.
or at least for now
hai...
cant help but feel depressed...
for sharon and for myself
haha
we acty spent 2++ hours discussing about the same thing.
heh.
shes even worse...
ke lian.
*faints*
i cant feel myself improving la.
instead,
i feel chao ji inferior.
to those *birds* there
hai..
i shouldnt have gone in the first place,
make me feel so inferior
haha
but im going back to zero one there!
which means im going to be a stupid noob who duno the basics.
*basics*
haha.
today on the bus i was thinking,
if i didnt go,
i tink i will still be the ego who tinks im a dizi pro
haha
stupid la
now i feel insulted.
to tink i acty thought that way
shen jing bing
thats wad i call jing di zhi wa la.
AHH!!!!!!!
i tink im just chao far from that:'(
flew into your heart at [8:20 PM]
Monday, November 14, 2005
omg.
i feel chao bad.
hai...
sorry sorry.
i really have no extra money for that.
:'(
as much i would like to.
flew into your heart at [7:58 AM]
Saturday, November 12, 2005
its a feeling when you fear to even start.
tsk.
y do i always feel this way.
even during sectionals now.
like wad the hell.
and can we stop sitting next to each other?
i feel so xinku when i everytime have to turn to face the teacher.
grr.
and i feel like laughing whenever i see or ni gu's face.
tsk tsk
haha
shit la.
lets change ok?
haha
no more rows.
its damn horrible.
sian.
im going to slack tommorrow morning again.
not because of anithing.
is becox im too lousy.
full stop.
wth.
and i can feel like confidence draining away fast.
like even during combined i have this feeling.
hai...
y am i weak?!?!
irritating.
everytime i face this kind of thing i feel like escaping.
wthwthwth.
AH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont even feel like going aniwhere now.
sian la sian la.
i cant play anitink even if i go there.
skills not there
beat not there
even the basic dizi also not there
play wad?
even you if guan wo i also canot do anitink wad.
the sch refuse to buy?!?!
WADEVA LA!
y mayflower have so many dizi we dont have?!
so unfair lor.
gold co wad the bullshit la
tyco dao ke yi
i tink the judges are deaf or something.
shen jing bing la.
i tink theyre out of their mind.
mayflower should be stronger than us la.
AT LEAST they got more kinds of dizi
NOT LIKE OUR DEAR PATHEIC SCHOOL WITH NO MORE DIZI other than those we are taking now.
the school di dai not more dizi liao leh~~~~~
this rocks ok!?
ya.
snco rocks.
i tink even northland is better than us.
this gold is making us so big headed.
when we have notink in our hands.
wth.
flew into your heart at [9:11 PM]
Monday, November 07, 2005
dont think so highly of me...
i will disappoint you.
flew into your heart at [8:13 PM]
Sunday, November 06, 2005
i have just died.
after going to cheng san co.
flew into your heart at [5:25 AM]
Friday, November 04, 2005
HA HA HA.
this goes.
when 
has to play something,
then ka li mian bao chao ren has to teach!!!!!!
so ka li mian bao chao ren stands next to mian bao chao ren.
then mian bao chao ren starts to turn red...
HA HA HA......
面包超人發春了﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗﹗
flew into your heart at [5:59 AM]
Thursday, November 03, 2005
finish listening to jay's album two days ago.
still the same style la
but i like
hen she mao yi
ye qu
shan hu hai
feng
nice!!!!^^
i got like so many xiaozhu's shows to d/l
hehe
and today is his lian ai bai fen bai!!!!!!!!
so cute!!!
haha
very stressed la
i practised dizi for half an hour yesterday
haha
die die
no!!!!!!
i dont want to dui lian la...
humphs
and denise says lao huo says dont join cc
like wadeva
lao liu tells us to join for more exposure
haha
do i look like i care?
like im leaving snco in half a year's time...
hai...
ill miss you all..
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
stress stress.
sharon says im ji ren you tian-ing
haha
wadeva
im just scared i will die ok?!
AH!!!!!!
no!!!
and most of the dizi is mayflower la...
hmm...
heard that they are damn strong
HEARD la
cox that time me and sharon went to look look
shit!
this sun is go "play play" la...
*faints*
>.<
haI....sis having o's soon
canot go out
feel like going out
but no money la..
a bit
and zl is grounded
>.<
stuck at home for 2 days liao
but tomms still must go back to sch also very sian la.
until 4 la..
then still must rush home for my xiaozhu
but tomms hao xiang is not xiaozhu host leh
:'(
days w/o him again:'(
and btw,
are we going ktv anot??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
grr..
say say liao also nv go
i wan go!!!!!
and denise wants me to organise a bbq at her house?
...
me?
organise wad?
ask sharon organise la.
hehe
i cant even confirm if im going anot la..
and the stupid chalet
ok
sharon says,
its a cat high chalet
and shihui is asked to go?
then shihui ask huichi issit?
dun care.
im NOT going.
...
free food free leisure for all i care
ya
though a lot of pple say they are going issit?
duno
dun tink im going
sian la...
tink the hols will still be =ly sian
got tons of hw but i dont even feel like touching them
and have to change teacher somemore
like wth
beta don get sng or we can be prepared to get C6 for eng lor
rather than the b3 now.
hai.....
sian la..
im still tinking of the nice box at j8 and the ling ling at mini toons and the fans shop
so cute la!!!
i want!!!
shouldnt have ate swensons
so disgutsing somemore la.
make me so broke this few days with only 10 cents
and the lunch i whipped up yesterday gave me a stomachache ok?!
...
hai...
sians.......
and my conscience keeps asking me to do hw
and study
haha
but obviously my body tells me otherwise
aiya!!!
stupid tv
hari raya notink to watch one la.
lucky today have dangou
but very late lor.
and got xiao zhu today
OMG!
i have to rot until 5 la!
*crys*
and now is onli 11.24AM.
i feel liek eating zinger now.
but its damn fattening
hai...
i feel so sian now
another rotten post.
argh nvm
nobody sees aniways.
:'(
flew into your heart at [11:25 AM]
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