Wednesday, June 29, 2005
hey....
i feel really screwed
im losing my own style
im tired
im irritating
im annoying
im extreme
im a rebel
i feel so confused now
am i really very irritating and is just a idiot that loves to critisize whoever i see?
recently i sensing violently that all my good good friends last year seem to be distancing away from me
we are like just reduced to normal stranger onli saying helo.or not even hello.so sad right?
issit my prob?im too extreme?i changed?im dao?or just because pple has found their own friends and want to spend more time with their new friends?
i feel more and more like a loner.
duno y
i just feel that a lot of pple dont like me
maybe because im just plain irritating
like vacuum cleaner?
and im super insecure.
i feel so afraid to be alone
and friendless
sad
should i really tame down to become a less critisive,less irritating,less talkative,less loud,less rebellious,less exaggerating,less proud,less ego,less dao and less attention seeking and less of everything?
i tink it is really time for me to grow up and not have every MY way.cox things in this world DONT work my way.
is it?
how i wish i could go back to the days when i am just a stupid girl that loves renfu and notink else and hecks about results.full of friends and very very happy and carefree, rushing home everyday just having one thing on my mind--watch wan quan yu le....notink of this sort now..........
pple outside give me some comments.i dont wan to be alone.
dont leave me.....
:'(
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