Friday, December 31, 2004
hai....feeling so worried and sianed. got into a class that most of the pple i duno one lor.then somemore the form teacher is new...wad if we dont get the good teachers:'(
the teachers we get will be for 2 years until we leave leh...later get the lousy teachers die liao la.....:'(
so funny.all the pple i bu shou one.hai.....oso duno la....sucks.then the class somemore is near the toilet kind.i hate this kind of classroom lor.then the arrangement of the tables and chairs so funny.like maze lidat.hai...how to study properly?:'(
duno wad the school is doing.put us until like that.siao one.:'(
flew into your heart at [1:19 PM]
Thursday, December 30, 2004
:'( my class damn funny lor...
got art elective
got history elective
got geog elective
got mep
got a lot + a lot lor.
wa lao....so rojak one. wads the school trying to do?!?!?!?!:'(
flew into your heart at [1:31 PM]
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
hahas.today going out with huishan and wanjoo for belated christmas.hehes.then went to check te showtimes liao.tink most prob watch the 12.45 one or 2.40 one ba?kungfu*BiSh
slack la.just now see the news.the tidal wave so scary lor...hai...so many pple die:'(
peace.
.//^^
flew into your heart at [8:12 AM]
Monday, December 27, 2004
hai...today actually can be quite happy except a bit of q-ing here and there.but....
hai....:'(
ok its my prob.
flew into your heart at [4:51 PM]
sians.recap bout yday.hahas.
went to take the scholarship lor.went at around 1++?and the whole bus was like damn SqUaShEd?a lot of pple go take lor.da qiao blah blah.still got st nicks one.sitting my beside de beside.ya.tink is sec 3 ba?nvm.ya.then take lor.300 bucks!
then went compass point.bought all i nid to buy.converse school bag.converse shoes.then still got 10 bucks discount coupon.duno wad to buy also.so keep it first.got 1 month to think.
then buy xmas presents.*shhh.hehe.tomms.
then eat lor.the whole day.today going to DBS bank with mom to sell her shares.hmmm.hehe.
.//^^
flew into your heart at [8:25 AM]
Sunday, December 26, 2004
wa lao.THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just went blogskins.com and i actually found a blogskin exactly like this la!!!!!!!wa lao.i xin xin ku ku find this picture at yahoo.com then duno which F888er took it.WA LAO~!!!!!i do until so xin ku.F888 her maryconvicts la!rubbish shit.this is Certifed ME OK?!?!?!?!don believe go see view.then press source.PICTURE = fuye90 photobucket.Shit her head.
flew into your heart at [11:48 AM]
Saturday, December 25, 2004
MeRrY ChRiStMaS pEePs~XD
flew into your heart at [11:53 AM]
Friday, December 24, 2004
hmm...since im so bored at home, i shall crap my ren sheng dao li on my newest SELF MADE BLOG!.hehe.cox im too bored.
ok.sometimes when you really feel like breaking down, you cry.thats wad everybody does.i do also although i look like one whu will destruct things when im sad.:D
when you feel that your loved ones are all gone and your plans are all undone, sometimes it's just urself giving urself pressure.ya.its really notink.notink really happened.everything is still the same.its just u are thinking too much about it so you keep dwelling on the memories till they become distorted and everything just seems so sad.in reality, everything has just been the same.its just your mentality causing chaos. so, if you have a sad memory, tell the real truth= wad happened, the whole process to a true friend who wont take the cat out of the bag and confide in her.the TRUTH.it must be wad REALLY happened, and not wad you THINK really happened.
ya.give urself less pressure.haha.and just moaning is useless.you can talk to him to noe y he reacted like that.wads the reason?character?infatuation?or wad?its useless moaning to urself.
show him you are happy and you can live better without him. and not stick to him and expressing words that say you love him forever and will wait for him blah blah blah.its really doing notink but putting pressure on him. communicate with him and ask him the REASON.then if its really over then let go. the kimochi will maybe take a long time but you must really learn how to let go.ya. when he really says its over and theres really no negoiation, give him a smile and wish him happiness. that will do both good.
whatever you are doing is just your own yi xiang qin yuan on your part.he may not even care. the sun still rises.the night still falls. your unhappiness doesnt affect anitink, anibody. but you certainly affect your dearest parents, closest friends. cheer up and dont tink you are just putting on a brave font.forget that rubbish and be REAL happy. love is just a small phrase in life. there are still more important things in life like family, friends, career and many many more. life is more than wad you tink.
if you feel really sad at times, go to wide places, wide fields, reservoirs, beaches. look at the clear white seas. ya.then you will know there are other things that matters other than the tiny un pleasant love life you have. most importantly you must rmb that you dont put up a brave font and tink thats cool or wadeva.be REAL happy. be happy from the heart.thats even more cool. then you will experience a whole new world.
ok.share my ren sheng jing yan.haha.in the short 14 going to 15 years of life i have experienced, i have an lianed a person for 4 years?AN LIAN ok??haha.even worse.notink ever happened between us.haha.it maybe infatuation but i don even have a chance to noe if it really is.ya.4 years ok?!?!its like nearly 2/7 of my life till now. but notink really happened.not even as a friend? shi bai la. i have tried to get closer to him but still notink happened. haha. this kind of thing.destiny la.or perhaps at this time appearance. youngesters.haiyo. tell you, the real experts is really all this kind of ugly ugly pple. they noe and they really learn to let go. and they will earn the adjective cheerful and bubbly. they noe notink will come out of this waiting stuff and they will just let go till they find the real one that really doesnt care the size and everything? they just love each other. ya.thats true love. like the S.H.E MV also...
so cheer up!tada~you still have US!!although its belated^^
.//^^
flew into your heart at [9:35 AM]
Thursday, December 23, 2004
yoyoyo im back.HA HA HA!!!!
this template i make by myself one ok?!!canot be found aniwhere.HA HA HA.so nice~~so cute cinnamoroll!:)
ok.last few days also stay at home.didnt really go out.and i got flower on my fingernail!haha.my sis's paste it.so nice leh.hehe.
then slack lor.refuse to touch physics and chi.sians la.tomms slack again for christmas eve.then i tink christmas is either stay at home and watch jing ma jiang or go out lor.i wana buy school bag leh....maybe roxy or converse lor.back pack.and school shoes too.
just ate a lot and there goes my 30 bucks.hehe.but nvm la.i will get my money on sun at nan chiau lor.CC one.die liao la.huishan dont have.then i alone sit there wait like siao and damn sian lor.hai....yawns.better bring a book there la.my wu ti bu man zu.now still havent finish.wth.XD
slack slack slack.and tue going out with huishan and wj for belated christmas?hehe.fun!and my curry zazzle.*winks.
*sobs.my right earhole giving mi problem.it keeps bleeding whenever i change earring.duno y.then my left earhole so guai:) duno wads its prob lor.wth.then now i put the earstick in then canot move it one.like the meat stuck onto the stick.YUCKS!*sighs.
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.sianed.past tense.but now still sian.
right ear hole ah right ear hole.SPARE MI!!!!:'(
flew into your heart at [9:14 PM]
Monday, December 20, 2004
notink much happened STILL.ya.monday.always very sian.aniwae,recap bout last sun.
hmm...wake up.then eat eat eat.hehs.then went to temple in BEDOK with father mother and sister=family lor.then take cab until very sian.hehe.but better than taking bus la.
then pray pray and i got pray to kong zi wor.hehe.GOOD STUDIES!
then went to bedok central to eat and shop for a while.eat the kway chup not bad la.the duck no bones.SHUANG~~
then shop lor.found the CLEO with SLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.bought it together with sis with the onli patheic 2 bucks i have left.
then shop shop shop and take bus home lor.then watch hong xing da qiang.haha.renfu is still so cute!!!!!but i tink he hates the fullerton thingy cox he doesnt look very HIGH to mi.in fact hes face has the word = SIAN.like mi.yawns.then slp slp slp lor.
today.
finished maths and half of bio.some duno how to do.sians again.hai...all forget liao loh.
going to grandpa hse tomms for dong zhi.ya.then eat tang yuan i tink.i wana play with hamster!!!!ahh!!its damn cute you mei you?!?!?>.< loveyaloads.
ya.thats all.and ya.i found blog.dot dot dot.*smiles
.//^^
flew into your heart at [1:20 AM]
Friday, December 17, 2004
hai.....recent days all damn sian.nobody ask mi out:'(
hehs.so slack lor.hai...my earhole giving mi problems.wa shit.
started on hw.ah!disgusting mans.maths a lot duno how to do:'(
chem worse la.hai....
flew into your heart at [2:23 PM]
Monday, December 13, 2004
haha.theres a lot of pple after all?but he really looks pale....:'(
flew into your heart at [4:25 PM]
hai....i tink yesterday like nobody went leh......yesterday when they appear at hong xin da qiang like sian sian like that....i tink they lin yu liao lor.:'( or is i tink too much.haha.
he look so damn pale.....tired?sick?tired ba....cox sign too many pple.:)
yday and today is just simple 5 letters.
S
I
A
N
S
yawns...
miss him again.RENFU!!!!!.//^^
flew into your heart at [8:14 AM]
Sunday, December 12, 2004
hais.this sucks.i miss him~~haii....nan de he come singapore.but somehow i feel very tired if i go to the autograph session.hai..tink too much.
sat 11/12.//`
morning wake up.slack slack slack then went guzheng.hai..sians...learn another funny funny song.bleahs.
then went j8.hai...went to the open plaza.now become so nice liao.haha.
then went to eat kfc to eat lunch at 3.30.wa~then suddenly kfc so crowded.wad the hell.then waited like shi then eat.
then went to ice lemon tee to buy shoe.bought white slippers.
then went to great world city.bought earrings!!!!!dangling cross earrings from chomel.diamond de leh.haha.damn nice lor...but my earlobes qiao qiao one coz too fat liao.hai....then wear liao a bit funny.humphs.
then went grandfather's house.play with hamster!!damn cute lor...fat fat one then wont bite mi.hehe.then i keep playing with it.
then after that my sis sit beside the cage and eat choc.then the stupid hamster actually crawled up to look at my sis!so cute lor^^
then went home le.
sun 12/12
another boring day.thats all.hai....sian.renfu~~~raining leh...later he lin yu.hai.:'( humphs X 2
flew into your heart at [5:55 PM]
Thursday, December 09, 2004
從你眼睛看著自己 最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契 是明天的指引
無論是遠近 什麼世紀 在天堂擁抱 或荒野流離
我愛你我敢去 未知的任何命運
我愛你我願意 准你來跋扈地決定 世界邊境
偶爾我真的不懂你 又有誰真懂自己
往往兩個人多親密 是透過傷害來證明
像焦慮不安我就任性 怕泄漏你怕 所以你生氣
我愛你讓我聽 你的疲憊和恐懼
我愛你我想親 你倔強到極限的心
我撐起所有愛 圍成風雨的禁地
擋狂風豪雨 想讓你喘口氣
被割破的信心 需要時間痊癒
夢想纏著懷疑 未來看不清
就緊緊的擁抱 去傳遞能量和勇氣
我愛你 我愛你我想去
未知的任何命運
我愛你讓我聽 你的疲憊和恐懼
我愛你我想親 你倔強到級限的心
哪裡都一起去 一起仰望星星
一起走出森林 一起品嘗回憶
一起誤會妒忌 一起雨過天晴
一起更懂自己 一起找到意義
我愛你 我不要沒有你
我不能沒有你 絕不能沒有你
yay hey~this is 我愛你 from S.H.E's encore.or please you must go watch the mtv of this song mans.so nice~~its about a couple.A and B.then they were forced to separate during the war times.they promised each other to always wait for each other. then the girl A left giving the B a box.
the next scene is a 60++ looking auntie feeding a baby.the baby is actually the girl A's son's daughter.which means the girlA didnt wait for the B guy.then suddenly news came that B is still waiting for A.
then the A actually told her husband now that she wanted to go and meet him.
then B is really still waiting for her.......
A went back to taiwan again. she told her husband now she wanted to go back and pei him for the rest of his life....wow....and guess wad the husband now did.he actually bought a house for them and wished A happiness.wow.....so sweet lor^^then A and B lived forever for hao ji bei zi.^^
so sweet right??hai...haha.
ok back to wad happened today.a bit i thought today is mr wong conduct and can slack.so i went lor.its the auditions la?!?!?!?!?!!wt.then i went there late.hehe.
audititon audition.then went to ps with sylvia and sharon to look for senior's present.buy buy buy.ate long john!!!and croquette.hehs.so nice.....
then came home liao.hai..notink much to say la.but tml will be damn sian.hai.................this sucks.hope i can still blog lor.
.//^^
flew into your heart at [6:36 PM]
Tuesday, December 07, 2004
ok.im not in love ok?!?!just LOVE this blogskin.hehe.chio right?
ok.recap on last sun.hehe.although a bit late.5/12.issit?:)
early in morning woke up.didnt feel like sleeping anymore so climbed up.:)
then chat with mother.kana dragged to market,hot prata is so nice^.^
then reached home.oh shucks i look so stoopid with earrings.ok.i understand.hai.actually want to wear a black tee.but bu ji li so have to wear white instead.yucks.i look funny:'(
then wanjoo reached lor.wrapping paper not big enough.heheh.then huishan went to buy.the wrapping paper look so funny.haha.:P
then reached busstop to meet fishball to bring us there.quite surprised to see botak.*er...*david there.ya.then haha.he afraid of girls issit?like zi4 bi4 like that.tok oso nv tok.haha.
then we snub him nv bring present.haha.and guess wad.he went to buy apples from the fruit stall nearby.haha.*dots.
and the dear old LATE yi yuan came LATE.but nvm.haha.since we are so terribly late on sat.
then went there in 88.hai...david a bit still zi bi.*.*
then reached there.then walked around shu hao's house.then james came?in da hong tee.haha*a bit not auspicious leh.:)
then slack slack on the sofa and ate wang wang!!hehe.so nice*
then lili came.slack again.then went into the room to TRY and blend with the stuipd guys that actually CONTINUED with their funny topics.hai...waste mi and huishan's effort.alamak*
then borrowed comics!!!shuhao's house like library mans.wadeva u want can find.:)huishan borrow tons of love hina?and i borrowed happy lesson and comic party.but happy lesson was damn nice!!!~~comic party was good also.but i dont really understand wad its toking about.happy lesson~~~*
then the guys were playing some funny game then we are playing dai di.hai.i should have wore bermudas.jeans is so bothering.theyre always in the way.irritating.
then snatched the ps from them and played time crisis!but wj was complaining that it was boring so i continued with pacman!!!haha.its damn funny la.its quite fun actually.*im not self entertaining ok!?!?!?!?!?~~.bleahs.
then i got sick give the ps back to them.then lili went to play some funny violent game.JIN CHENG WU!!!!!!so shuai~~~*hehe.but his operation makes jun cheng wu look like a dumbwit.err.i shant continue.*winks winks.
then went to eat at j8.hai....a bit cant decide wad to eat.then turn here turn there.haish..i want yoshinoya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*humphs.
went to eat pastamania instead.yucks.i cant take it.the taste very funny.somemore so ex.*alamak.ordered creamy chicken.wow.really CREAMY chicken.a bit creamy leh.then when the dish came i proceed to eat it liao.then huishan say like that bu li mao.*humphs X 2.but friends leh.so ke qi for wad.make the atmosphere so funny.hai...my creamy chicken become even more creamy after that.all the cream suck into the mian...hai...then finally everyone's came.then eat lor.ya.still don like the taste and most importantly the PRICE.and stop suaning mi*humphs X 3.
then wanted to go home liao coz very late le.the others suggested watching movie.shutters.but didnt go.very tired liao.so late le.but....nvm.and are you very happy?*humphs X 4.
then went home.wanted to take 88 and slack home but didnt in the end.took MRT all the way to yiochu.then took 265 all the way back home.tired la.hai...yawns.and a bit stomachache.
thats all.quite a happy day after all.//^^
flew into your heart at [7:32 PM]
Sunday, December 05, 2004
do you all know actually wad i want?!?!?!?!??!?!!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!
flew into your heart at [10:08 PM]
ahhh!!!!i CANT STAND IT ANIMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
am i just being petty or wad?hai.......this sucks.
i need A4 paper for my assignments.wadeva.later than do.
am i petty?am i petty?am i petty?am i petty?or wad?
she never seems to care about me.hai....
thinks i can be easily coaxed?or wad?im already not a kid.i very easily bai pin.
HAHA.wad crap.this sucks.
hai................
duno wad to say la.just tired of all this.yea.im tired.
im NOT a kid.
flew into your heart at [2:51 PM]
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